{"id":8586,"date":"2023-06-26T15:41:23","date_gmt":"2023-06-26T15:41:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/practicalconsciousness.com\/?page_id=8586"},"modified":"2023-07-17T08:30:26","modified_gmt":"2023-07-17T08:30:26","slug":"positiivsed-muutused-millest-practical-consciousness-praktikud-raagivad-on-reaalselt-voimalikud","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/practicalconsciousness.com\/et\/positiivsed-muutused-millest-practical-consciousness-praktikud-raagivad-on-reaalselt-voimalikud\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Positiivsed muutused, millest Practical Consciousness praktikud r\u00e4\u00e4givad, on reaalselt v\u00f5imalikud&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-1 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-0 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column fusion-no-small-visibility\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-0{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 0px;}.fusion-builder-column-0 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0 !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-0{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-0 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-0{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-0 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-1 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-1\"><h3><em>&#8220;Just t\u00e4nu Practical Consciousness&#8217;i tehnilisele t\u00e4psusele olen selle ka enda jaoks t\u00f6\u00f6le saanud ja oma elu viimase 1,5 aastaga 180 kraadi positiivses suunas muutnud.&#8221;<\/em><\/h3>\n<h3><em>Siin j\u00e4tkub koolitaja Kaido Pajumaa kogemuslugu <a href=\"https:\/\/practicalconsciousness.com\/et\/blogi\/kaido-pajumaa-skeptikust-praktikuks-ehk-kuidas-practical-consciousness-mu-lopuks-ikkagi-paastis\/\">\u201cSkeptikust praktikuks ehk kuidas Practical Consciousness mu l\u00f5puks ikkagi p\u00e4\u00e4stis?\u201c<\/a>\u00a0Loe siin edasi:<\/em><\/h3>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-1{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 0px;}.fusion-builder-column-1 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0 !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-1{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-1 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-1{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-1 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-2 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><div class=\"fusion-content-boxes content-boxes columns row fusion-columns-1 fusion-columns-total-1 fusion-content-boxes-1 content-boxes-icon-on-top 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link-area-box icon-hover-animation-slide\" style=\"background-color:rgba(255,255,255,0);\" data-animationOffset=\"top-into-view\"><div class=\"heading heading-with-icon icon-left\"><div aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"image\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml,%3Csvg%20xmlns%3D%27http%3A%2F%2Fwww.w3.org%2F2000%2Fsvg%27%20width%3D%271342%27%20height%3D%271336%27%20viewBox%3D%270%200%201342%201336%27%3E%3Crect%20width%3D%271342%27%20height%3D%271336%27%20fill-opacity%3D%220%22%2F%3E%3C%2Fsvg%3E\" data-orig-src=\"http:\/\/practicalconsciousness.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/Kaido-Pajumaa-Terje-Atonen-1024x1019.jpeg\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1019\" alt=\"Kaido Pajumaa\" \/><\/div><h2 class=\"content-box-heading fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"font-size:15px;--fontSize:15;line-height:3.33;\">Kaido Pajumaa<\/h2><\/div><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t.fusion-content-boxes-1 .fusion-content-box-hover .heading-link:hover .icon i.circle-yes,\n\t\t\t\t\t\t.fusion-content-boxes-1 .fusion-content-box-hover .link-area-box:hover .heading-link .icon i.circle-yes,\n\t\t\t\t\t\t.fusion-content-boxes-1 .fusion-content-box-hover .link-area-link-icon-hover .heading .icon i.circle-yes,\n\t\t\t\t\t\t.fusion-content-boxes-1 .fusion-content-box-hover .link-area-box-hover .heading .icon i.circle-yes {\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tbackground-color: #c12026 !important;\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tborder-color: #c12026 !important;\n\t\t\t\t\t\t}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-clearfix\"><\/div><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-2{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 0px;}.fusion-builder-column-2 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0 !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body 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class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-3 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column fusion-no-small-visibility\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-3{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 0px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-3 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0 !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-3{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-3 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-3{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-3 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-4 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-1{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-1{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-1 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>\u201eKui pinged \u00fcle pea kasvavad, vaata lihtsalt \u00f5una<\/strong>\u201c<\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-2\"><p>Ralfi juurde kohtumisele minek ei olnud kergete killast. Muidugi p\u00e4\u00e4ses tema hoovile ka otse, aga tema soovitas j\u00e4tta mu auto umbes 1 km kaugusele teisele poole Keila j\u00f5ge ja tulla l\u00e4bi metsa.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eMets puhastab veidi su energeetikat, et sa kohale j\u00f5udes vastuv\u00f5tlikum oleks\u201c, \u00fctles V\u00e4emees mulle instruktaa\u017ei telefonis edasi andes. Ilmselgelt ma sellest m\u00f5ttek\u00e4igust aru ei saanud, ja tegelikult ka ei uskunud, aga Ralfi \u00f6eldu oli muutunud minu jaoks \u201eseaduseks\u201c. Seet\u00f5ttu j\u00e4tsingi oma auto tema poolt kirjeldatud paika ja jalutasin l\u00e4bi v\u00f5sa ning r\u00e4gastiku tema kodu poole.<\/p>\n<p>Ralfiga kohtudes ta alati naeratas ja oli heatujuline. Kuna ma k\u00e4isin tema juures t\u00f6\u00f6p\u00e4evadel, oli see nagu palsam mu emotsionaalsetele hingehaavadele. Ma tundsin, et see oli veidi maagiline paik, kuhu ma saabusin justkui peitu p\u00e4ris maailma kohustuste, murede ja raskuse eest.<\/p>\n<p>Me istusime maha ja hakkasime r\u00e4\u00e4kima. \u201eKuidas l\u00e4heb?\u201c, alustas Ralf alati oma juttu. \u201eRaske on\u201c, vastasin ma ohates. \u201eMaksuametiga on probleemid, t\u00f6\u00f6tajatega on probleemid, ehitusobjektidega on probleemid &#8230; sul on siin hea \u2013 istud metsas ja lihtsalt oled. Tahaksin ka elada sinu elu\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Aga praegu v\u00f5id sa ju ka lihtsalt Olla\u201c, vastas Ralf. \u201eHetkel ei n\u00e4e ma siin mitte \u00fchtegi maksuametnikku, t\u00f6\u00f6tajat ega klienti \u2013 miks sa tirid neid siis siia?\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eHea \u00f6elda\u201c, naersin ma vastu. \u201eMa ei saa \u00f6\u00f6sel isegi vetsu minna ilma, et nad mulle p\u00e4he ei tuleks. Sageli j\u00e4\u00e4n \u00e4rkvele alates 03.00 \u00f6\u00f6sel, sest ei suuda enam uinuda. Kuidas ma saan nendele mitte m\u00f5elda, kui nad lihtsalt tulevad p\u00e4he?\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eAga m\u00f5tle \u00f5unale\u201c, \u00fctles Ralf. \u201eN\u00e4ed, sa istud praegu siin \u00f5unapuu all. Vali v\u00e4lja \u00fcks \u00f5un, vii t\u00e4helepanu sellele, hoia seda seal, ja vaata, kas \u00fckski maksuametnik, t\u00f6\u00f6taja v\u00f5ik klient su p\u00e4he veel mahub\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Ma tegin nagu k\u00e4stud, ja avastasin esimest korda oma 28 eluaasta v\u00e4ltel, et mul on t\u00f5epoolest v\u00f5imalik oma m\u00f5tteid juhtida. See oli veidi nagu positiivne \u0161okk.<\/p>\n<p>\u201e\u00d5unatehnikast\u201c sai minu truu kaaslane pikkadeks j\u00e4rgmisteks aastateks \u2013 \u00fcksk\u00f5ik, kus olin, niipea kui avastasin, et negatiivsed m\u00f5tted hakkavad ketrama, keskendusin \u00f5unale. Ja nii lihtne see oligi! Ka hiljem koolitusi tegema hakates oli see paljude osalejate jaoks samasugune positiivne \u00fcllatus, mida nad hiljem j\u00e4relkohtumistel suure elevusega jagasid. Nii v\u00e4he oli vaja selleks, et ennast aidata. Aga seekord seestpoolt v\u00e4ljapoole, mitte nagu tavaliselt.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-4{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 0px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-4 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0 !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-4{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-4 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-4{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-4 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-5 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column fusion-no-small-visibility\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-5{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 0px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-5 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0 !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-5{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-5 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-5{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-5 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-2{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-3 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-6 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-6{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-6 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-6{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-6 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-6{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-6 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-7 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-2{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-2{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-2 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>\u201eMees, sul on t\u0161akrad ju t\u00e4iesti kinni\u201c<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-3\"><p>J\u00e4rgmise asjana hakkas Ralf r\u00e4\u00e4kima mingitest t\u0161akratest. See oli esimene kord, kui sellist s\u00f5na \u00fcldse kuulsin. Ta \u00fctles, et sul on t\u0161akrad t\u00e4iesti kinni, mist\u00f5ttu end ka nii sandisti ja j\u00f5uetuna kogu aeg tunned. Kui soovid oma v\u00e4ge tagasi saada, pead hakkama oma t\u0161akraid aktiveerima ja tasakaalustama.<\/p>\n<p>Kuulasin teda veidi altkulmu j\u00f5llitades, sest ma ei suutnud uskuda, et nii normaalne inimene midagi nii rumalat v\u00e4idab. Kas t\u00f5esti usub see 40-ndate l\u00f5pus olev \u00fcliheas vormis ja t\u00e4itsa m\u00f5istlik inimene, et tema sees asuvad p\u00f6\u00f6rlevad energeetilised rattad, mille p\u00f6\u00f6rlemise kiirus tema seisundit ja \u201ev\u00e4ge\u201c m\u00f5jutab. No kuulge, lubage palun naerda!<\/p>\n<p>Aga naerda ma muidugi ei julgenud. Ralf r\u00e4\u00e4kis nendest asjadest umbes sama t\u00f5siselt ja konkreetselt, nagu meie r\u00e4\u00e4kisime objektil klientidega vaheseinte p\u00fcstitamisest. Kuulasin teda siis vaikselt edasi, ja k\u00fcsisin l\u00f5puks, et kuidas ma oma t\u0161akrad siis ikka \u00f5igel kiirusel p\u00f6\u00f6rlema saan? Mul vaja siin Investorile ju v\u00f5lad \u00e4ra maksta, ja kuidagi sellest jamast v\u00e4lja saada. Ja kui sa v\u00e4idad, et minu t\u0161akrate p\u00f6\u00f6rlemise kiirus m\u00f5jutab minu v\u00e4ge ja v\u00f5imekust sellega hakkama saamisel, siis hakkame aga pihta \u2013 paneme need kuradi rattad siis uuesti keerlema!<\/p>\n<p>Kahjuks nii lihtsasti see siiski ei l\u00e4inud, sest Ralfi s\u00f5nul ei ole need materiaalsed rattad, millele nagu lotorattale hoogu annad. Igal \u201erattal\u201c on v\u00e4idetavalt oma v\u00e4rv ja heli, ja just \u00f5iget h\u00e4\u00e4lt tehes hakkavad need imerattad vaikselt uuesti ringi k\u00e4ima.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00e4rkasin, kuidas vargsi enda \u00fcmber vaatasin veendumaks, et \u00fchtegi tuttavat kuskil piilumas ei ole. Kui keegi mu tuttavatest (eriti veel mu \u00e4ripartner, kes samal ajal objektidel meeste ja klientidega \u201emaadles\u201c) n\u00e4eks, kuidas ma keset tegusat t\u00f6\u00f6p\u00e4eva mingi t\u00fc\u00fcbiga Keila j\u00f5e \u00e4\u00e4res \u201eimeratastest\u201c ja nende maagilisest v\u00f5imest ettev\u00f5te pankroti \u00e4\u00e4rest v\u00e4lja tuua r\u00e4\u00e4gin, kutsuks ta mulle usutavasti kiirabi (eks ole varemgi inimesed ju vaimse pinge all murdunud, ja t\u00e4itsa \u00e4ra p\u00f6\u00f6ranud).<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-7{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-7 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-7{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-7 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-7{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-7 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-8 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-8{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-8 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-8{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-8 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-8{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-8 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-3{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-4 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-9 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-9{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-9 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-9{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-9 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-9{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-9 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-10 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-3{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-3{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-3 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>\u201e\u00d5iged asjad juhtuvadki siin Universumis kiiresti\u201c<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-4\"><p>Aga kuna olin maitse suhu saanud sisemisest rahust, mida Ralf minus tekitada suutis, otsustasin talle ka sel korral v\u00f5imaluse enda. Ta palus mul p\u00fcsti t\u00f5usta, silmad sulgeda, t\u00e4helepanu teatud kehapiirkonda viia ja tema j\u00e4rel vastavaid h\u00e4\u00e4litsusi tegema hakata: Ooooom, auuuuu, \u00e4\u00e4\u00e4\u00e4\u00e4\u00e4\u00e4\u00e4\u00e4, eeeeeeeee jne.<\/p>\n<p>Seda ma ei tea, kas asi oli minu p\u00f6\u00f6rlema hakanud v\u00f5luratastes v\u00f5i pelgas platseebos, aga tagasi auto juurde minnes ma lausa lendlesin l\u00e4bi metsa. Lihtsalt nii hea ja kerge oli olla! Mitte midagi ei olnud paari tunniga minu elus ja olukorraga ettev\u00f5ttes muutunud, aga k\u00f5ik paistis lootusrikas, mitte enam nii hall ja masendav.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00e4nnikule j\u00f5udes peatusin valgusfoori ees, kus \u00fchele poole minust suur must S-klassi Mercedes peatus. Teisele poole \u201eparkis\u201c end suur ja h\u00f5bedane Toyota Land Cruiser. Pikalt anal\u00fc\u00fcsimata tundsin oma paremal ja vasakul k\u00e4el \u00e4ra \u201eehitusettev\u00f5tjad\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Ja siis see juhtus! Ma vaatasin neid, ja ma n\u00e4gin seal iseennast \u2013 ebakindlat ja hirmunud Eesti meest, kes tahab ka olla Keegi. Ja selleks, et olla Keegi, tuleb v\u00e4hemalt nii palju pingutada, et su firma kuu l\u00f5pus poole-miljonilise auto liisingumakse \u00e4ra maksta suudaks. K\u00f5ik muu oli teisej\u00e4rguline. Ja just see meid tegelikult pankroti \u00e4\u00e4rele viinud oli \u2013 meie ettev\u00f5ttes oli ju selliseid inimesi lausa kaks (s\u00f5ber s\u00f5itis lausa BMW 730D\u2019ga).<\/p>\n<p>Just see oli hetk, mil s\u00fcndis otsus maha m\u00fc\u00fca enda BMW, mis \u00fchelt poolt oli nii h\u00e4sti aidanud mul aru saada, kes ma ideaalis olla tahaksin (edukas ja enesekindel \u00e4rimees), ja teisalt aidanud ka l\u00e4bi n\u00e4ha, kes ma tegelikult hetkel olin (v\u00f5lgades ja ebakindel \u00e4rimees). Auto oli \u00fcllatusena m\u00fc\u00fcdud 2 p\u00e4evaga, millest ka Ralfi teavitasin, sest tavaliselt m\u00fc\u00fcakse nii kalleid autosid kauem. Ralfi vastus SMS\u2019s oli lakooniline \u201e\u00d5iged asjad siin Universumis juhtuvadki kiiresti\u201c. Vaatasin tema s\u00f5numit ja tundsin, kuidas olen v\u00e4ikese sammu \u00f5iges suunas edasi astunud.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-10{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-10 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-10{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-10 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-10{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-10 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-11 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-11{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-11 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-11{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-11 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-11{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-11 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-4{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-5 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-12 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-12{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-12 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-12{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-12 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-12{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-12 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-13 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-4{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-4{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-4 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>P\u00f5genemine Lilleorust<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-5\"><p>Kohtusin Ralfiga regulaarselt j\u00e4rgmised paar aastat. Ta \u00f5petas mind mediteerima ja 5 tiibetlast tegema. Ning kui m\u00f5nikord laisaks l\u00e4ksin ja praktikaid nii usinalt ei teinud (ju siis tiirlesid \u201eimerattad\u201c juba natukene inertsist), tuletas Ralf talle omase otsekohesusega meelde, et ta aitab ainult neid, kes ennast ise aidata soovivad. Ja kui ma ei leia 30 minutit hommikul, l\u00f5unal (justnimelt, ta k\u00e4skis mul igal l\u00f5unal s\u00f5pradega l\u00f5unale minemise asemel minna Pirita j\u00f5e \u00e4\u00e4rde mantraid kuulama ja mediteerima, et ikka vibratsioon ka p\u00e4rastl\u00f5unal \u00f5ige oleks) ja \u00f5htul, pole m\u00f5tet mul tema juurde tagasi minna. Kuna ma soovisin aga tema juures k\u00e4ia, siis ma tema soovitusi kuulekalt ka j\u00e4rgisin.<\/p>\n<p><strong>NB!<\/strong> Kuula minu <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/mktiqM3d4IU\">intervjuud Ralfiga<\/a> 2011. aastal ja uuri Ralfi kohta l\u00e4hemalt <a href=\"http:\/\/www.hagal.ee\">www.hagal.ee<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Olles vaimustunud oma vaimse maailma avastamisest, harjutustest ja kirjandusest, mida Ralf ka lugeda soovitas, ei saanud ma seda jagamata j\u00e4tta ka teistega. Ja nii ma sattusingi 2007.aasta kevadel \u00fchel suguv\u00f5sa\u00fcritusel r\u00e4\u00e4kima Irmiga \u2013 oma isa n\u00f5buga &#8211; , kes r\u00e4\u00e4kis mulle salap\u00e4rasest Lilleorust.<\/p>\n<p>Alguses pidasin seda Lillek\u00fclaks Tallinnas Kristiines, kus ma ei olnud nagu kuulnud olevat varasemalt, et seal jalgpalli k\u00f5rval ka vaimsete praktikatega tegeletakse. \u201eMitte Lillek\u00fcla, vaid Lilleoru\u201c, parandas mind Irmi. See on umbes 25 km Tartu mnt v\u00e4lja s\u00f5ita. \u201eVaata nende kodulehte, sealt leiad nad \u00fcles\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eVau, siinsamas Tallinna k\u00fclje all on paik, kus saab lisaks raamatute lugemisele kohtuda p\u00e4riselt inimestega, kes m\u00f5tlevad maailmast sarnaselt nagu Ralf, ja n\u00fc\u00fcd ka mina?\u201c, p\u00f5lesin ma r\u00f5\u00f5must. \u201eMa pean sinna minema\u201c, oli mu kindel otsus s\u00fcnnip\u00e4evapeo l\u00f5puks.<\/p>\n<p>Kogusin siiski kuukese julgust, et nii t\u00e4htsasse kohta minna. Siis v\u00f5tsin l\u00f5puks julguse kokku ja l\u00e4ksin. Toona oli Lilleoru muidugi t\u00e4iesti teistsugune paik v\u00f5rreldes t\u00e4nasega \u2013 aasta oli siis 2007 ju! Ei olnud siis mingit koolimaja ja suurt parklat \u2013 selle asemel laius t\u00fchermaa. Oli vaid Aa\u0161rami maja, selle k\u00f5rval Aiamaja ja Elumaja. Ja v\u00e4ike hoov nende vahel.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00e4letan h\u00e4sti, kuidas Lilleorusse viiva tee viimases suures kurvis autol hoo maha v\u00f5tsin ja praktiliselt vaba hooga Lilleoru hoovile veeresin. Vaikus! Mitte \u00fchtegi inimest ei olnud.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eL\u00e4heks v\u00e4lja\u201c, m\u00f5tlesin ma. \u201e\u00c4ra mine\u201c, tekkis j\u00e4rgmine m\u00f5te, \u201ep\u00e4rast veel kohtud m\u00f5ne inimesega \u2013 mida sa siis \u00fctled? Pealegi ei sobi sa siia, sest oled tavaline inimene. V\u00f5i \u00fcldsegi \u2013 kui keegi sind n\u00e4eb siin, siis mida nad arvavad sinust. Arvavad, et sa oled t\u00e4iesti \u00e4ra p\u00f6\u00f6ranud!\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Istusin siis seal hoovi peal vargselt m\u00f5ned minutid ja piidlesin \u00fcmbrust. Hetk hiljem panin autole k\u00e4igu sisse ja s\u00f5itsin kiirelt minema s\u00fcda pekslemas. \u201eImelik koht ikka. Kuidagi nii rahulik ja v\u00f5\u00f5ralt ebamaine.\u201c, porisesin oma m\u00f5tetes, kui Tallinna poole suuna tagasi v\u00f5tsin.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-13{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-13 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-13{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-13 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-13{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-13 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-14 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-14{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-14 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-14{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-14 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-14{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-14 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-5{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-6 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-15 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-15{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-15 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-15{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-15 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-15{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-15 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-16 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-5{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-5{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-5 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>Kohtumine Jumalaga<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-6\"><p>Siiski ei j\u00e4tnud Lilleoru minu hinge rahule. Lugesin nende kodulehte ja otsisin uut v\u00f5imalust sinna minna. Aga sel korral pidi selleks p\u00e4ris p\u00f5hjus ka autost v\u00e4ljumiseks olema.<\/p>\n<p>Hea v\u00f5imalus tekkiski selleks \u201eJoogalaager 2007\u201c n\u00e4ol, mille Annapurna (Anne-Ly Naukas, t\u00e4nane Practical Consciousness \u2013 kriya hatha jooga instruktor) korraldas. M\u00f5eldud, tehtud &#8211; registreerisin end \u00e4ra ja j\u00e4in p\u00f5nevusega ootama.<\/p>\n<p>Joogalaager oli tore \u2013 \u201ev\u00f5imlesime\u201c (toona ei osanud ma joogale \u00fchtegi muud t\u00e4hendust anda), s\u00f5ime taimetoitu ja r\u00e4\u00e4kisime vaimsetel teemadel (ma olin ikka rohkem kuulaja poolel muidugi). \u00dchelt poolt oli see minu jaoks v\u00e4ga p\u00f5nev, teisalt tundsin end seal nagu valge vares &#8211; mu \u201evibratsioon\u201c oli esimesel p\u00e4eval niiv\u00f5rd suures kontrastis Lilleorus olevaga, et tundsin enda sees kogu aeg, et pean siit lahkuma. Sundisin end siiski j\u00e4\u00e4ma, mis muutis minu elu.<\/p>\n<p>Oma elu esimese v\u00f5imsa kogemuse sain j\u00e4rgmisel \u00f5htul toimuvalt Ingvar Villido joogat tutvustavast loengust. See puudutas mind s\u00fcgavalt, ja kuna mu vibratsioon oli ka t\u00e4nu Lilleorus veedetud 2 p\u00e4evale vist veidi rohkem sealse energiaga resoneeruma hakanud, lahkusin p\u00fchap\u00e4eva p\u00e4rastl\u00f5unal joogalaagrist nuttes. V\u00e4lja ma seda muidugi ei n\u00e4idanud \u2013 ma olin ikkagi ju mees. Ja mehed ei nuta!<\/p>\n<p>Aga m\u00e4letan koju j\u00f5udes p\u00e4evikusse end kirjutamas \u201eKallis Jumal, ma k\u00e4isin Sinu juures\u201c. Just nii v\u00f5imas oli see kogemus.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-16{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-16 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-16{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-16 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-16{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-16 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-17 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-17{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-17 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-17{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-17 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-17{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-17 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-6{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-7 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-18 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-18{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-18 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-18{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-18 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-18{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-18 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-19 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-6{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-6{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-6 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>\u201eJ\u00e4ta k\u00f5va mees seisma ja tule ise tantsima\u201c<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-7\"><p>Joogalaagrist alates k\u00e4isin Lilleorus \u00fcsna tihti. Ja vaatamata sellele tundsin end seal j\u00e4tkuvalt kogu aeg \u201evalge varesena\u201c \u2013 ma nagu ei sobinud sinna. Siiski v\u00f5in tagantj\u00e4rele \u00f6elda, et ma ei sobinud sinna t\u00e4nu oma suurele Egole (identiteedile), mis j\u00e4tkuvalt mu elu t\u00e4ielikult juhtis.<\/p>\n<p>Siiski t\u00f5mbas mind ikka ja j\u00e4lle sinna tagasi mingi s\u00fcgavam sisemine olemus, mida teadvustasin ainult ise. Olin nii tugevas ego haardes, et ma ei julgenud\/osanud r\u00e4\u00e4kida oma vaimsetest otsingutest ja \u00e4ratundmistest isegi l\u00e4himate s\u00f5prade ja pereliikmete juures. Ma elasin t\u00e4ielikult topeltelu \u2013 k\u00f5ikides sotsiaalsetes olukordades olin samastunud oma identiteedi\/egoga, ja \u00fcksi meditatsioonipadjal olin alistunud Jumalale.<\/p>\n<p>Heaks n\u00e4iteks oli 2009. aasta Ruperti poolt korraldatud Indiaanilaager, kus teise p\u00e4eva \u00f5htul Aa\u0161rami maja ees muruplatsil Rupert v\u00e4ikese ringtantsu oma \u0161amaanitrummi saatel korraldas. K\u00f5ik olid r\u00f5\u00f5msad ja h\u00fcppasid tantsima. Minu ego seda muidugi ei lubanud teha \u2013 mida teised arvavad, kui ma siin niimoodi kepslema hakkan. Parem vaatan k\u00f5rvalt!<\/p>\n<p>Sisemus muidugi samal ajal karjus, et tahan ka olla nii vaba nagu nemad, tahan ka olla sama \u201evaimne\u201c, nagu nemad. Aga ei, ego haare oli nii tugev, et lihtsalt vaatasin seda k\u00f5ike irvitades pealt. Nagu ego puhul ikka, arvab see, et ta petab \u00fclej\u00e4\u00e4nud inimesed \u00e4ra. Tegelikult see muidugi nii pole \u2013 me k\u00f5ik oleme \u00fcsna alasti oma ego piiravates struktuurides.<\/p>\n<p>Nii ei j\u00e4\u00e4nud minu sisemine heitlemine oma egoga n\u00e4htamatuks ka Joelile, kes minu jaoks toona \u00fcheks Lilleoru \u201ehingeks\u201c oli. Tuli siis Joel ootamatult minu juurde ja \u00fctles: \u201eKaido, j\u00e4ta see k\u00f5va mees siia seisma, aga tule ise tantsima!\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Tema \u00f6eldu rabas mind igal oma olemuse tasandil. \u00dchelt poolt oli h\u00e4bi, sest kas t\u00f5esti olen ma nii l\u00e4bin\u00e4htav. Teisalt tekitas see viha, sest kuidas ta julgeb \u201eMulle\u201c (egoga samastunud inimesele) midagi sellist \u00fcldse \u00f6elda \u2013 mees, mida sa lubad endale.<\/p>\n<p>Minu vastus temale? Jah, m\u00f6kitasin midagi \u00fcle huulte, t\u00f5mbasin keha veel tugevamasse krampi ja n\u00e4ole veel suurema irvitava naeratuse ning passisin edasi. Hale! Samas kahju ka endast, kui tagasi m\u00f5tlen. Aga see oli minu argip\u00e4ev \u2013 soov olla vaba, aga samal ajal nii tugevalt ego struktuuridest piiratud. Mu hing lihtsalt piinles selles kehas ja isiksuses.<\/p>\n<p>Nagu elus sageli, puudutame kellegi elu ise seda teadmata. Kohtudes Joeliga 2022a suvel Ruperti higitelgitseremoonial jagasin talle seda lugu. Ta ei m\u00e4letanud seda. Aga minu jaoks oli see elumuutev kogemus \u2013 ma kogesin esimest korda elus, kuidas eksisteerib Ego ja eksisteerib Mina, kes ego haledusi ja tema poolt p\u00f5hjustatud kannatusi pealt vaatab.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-19{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-19 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-19{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-19 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-19{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-19 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-20 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-20{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-20 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-20{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-20 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-20{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-20 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-7{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-8 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-21 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-21{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-21 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-21{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-21 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-21{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-21 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-22 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-7{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-7{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-7 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>10\u00a0000 krooni annetust Lilleorule<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-8\"><p>Aastaks 2008 olin juba nii k\u00f5va \u201evaimleja\u201c, et j\u00f5udsin j\u00e4reldusele, et on aeg teisi \u00f5petama hakata. P\u00e4ris nii see tegelikult ei olnud \u2013 olin lihtsalt komistanud <a href=\"https:\/\/www.apollo.ee\/saladus-0388275.html\">\u201eSaladuse\u201c raamatu<\/a> otsa, mille baasil hakkasin oma m\u00f5tteid ja kogemusi jagama enesearengublogis <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sisekosmos.ee\/\">www.suurimsaladus.ee (tulevane www.sisekosmos.ee)<\/a>. Eesm\u00e4rk oli mul muidugi \u00fcllas \u2013 aidata k\u00f5ikidel Eesti inimestel \u201esaladuse\u201c abil kogu \u00f5nneks vajalik oma ellu t\u00f5mmata.<\/p>\n<p>Just nii! Olin enda jaoks avastanud \u201ek\u00fclget\u00f5mbeseaduse\u201c, ja see paistis liiga hea, et t\u00f5si olla: \u201eKas t\u00f5esti v\u00f5in oma elu uuesti korda teha ainult positiivse m\u00f5tlemise kaudu?\u201c. Aga just seda \u201eSaladus\u201c ja sellele sarnased raamatud v\u00e4itsid \u2013 m\u00f5tle, ja sinu maailm muutub just selle suunas. Ja nii ma siis m\u00f5tlesin, visualiseerisin, ja jagasin seda k\u00f5ike ka \u00fclej\u00e4\u00e4nud veel \u201evalgustumata\u201c eestlastega Saladuseblogis.<\/p>\n<p>Ma julgen \u00f6elda, et ma lugesin toona l\u00e4bi mitte ainult k\u00f5ik eesti keeles ilmunud selle valdkonna raamatud, vaid ka tellisin neid muudkui juurde Amazonist. Minu eesm\u00e4rk oli saada ikkagi absoluutseks k\u00fclget\u00f5mbeseaduse eksperdiks Eestis.<\/p>\n<p>Ja muidugi mitte ainult eksperdiks, vaid ka k\u00f5ik vajalik endale k\u00fclge t\u00f5mmata. Ja kui ma praegu vaatan toonaseid m\u00e4rkmeid, siis \u201ek\u00f5ige\u201c all pidasin silmas selliseid pisiasju nagu Toyota Land Cruiser ja Audi RS6, villa Hispaanias ja Maldiividel, 2 seisu jetti ja istuvat jetti, Harley Davidsoni mootorratas, merekaater, millega kannatab siit otse ka Vahemerele s\u00f5ita. Ja siia juurde kuulusid muidugi selline pudi-padi nagu 500 m2 jaapani-stiilis maja Eestis jne. Pisiasjad, nagu ma \u00fctlesin!<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcheks veidi h\u00e4irivaks n\u00fcansiks nendes raamatutes oli muidugi see, et enne saamist tuleb ka Universumile tagasi anda. See oli veidi h\u00e4iriv, sest p\u00e4rast pankrotti polnud nagu endalegi midagi v\u00e4ga pihku j\u00e4\u00e4nud \u2013 ega ma muidu seda k\u00fclget\u00f5mbeseadust nii p\u00f5hjalikult tudeerinud oleks. Aga sealne soovitus siis oli, et kui tahad ikka selle maagilise seaduse p\u00e4riselt enda kasuks t\u00f6\u00f6le saada, pead anda 10% oma aastasest sissetulekust Universumile tagasi, et Universum selle uuesti sulle siis 10x v\u00f5imendusega tooks.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eHmm, 10% pole \u00fchelt poolt palju\u201c, m\u00f5tlesin ma. \u201eSamas aga j\u00e4\u00e4vad igal ettev\u00f5tjal pankroti protsessist veidi n\u00e4pud rasvaseks\u201c, j\u00e4tkasin ma, mist\u00f5ttu suutsin oma eelmise aasta kogu sissetulekuks arvutada koguni 100\u00a0000 krooni. Tuleb tunnistada, et 10\u00a0000 krooni sellest \u00e4ra anda tundus ikka tohutu enese\u00fcletus. Ja pealegi veel, kellele see anda? Raamatud \u00fctlesid, et sa pead andma selle tagasi Universumile v\u00f5i m\u00f5nele vaimsele organisatsioonile.<\/p>\n<p>Jah, selleks oli ja saigi olla ainult Lilleoru. V\u00f5tsingi siis ette Lilleoru kodulehe, otsisin sealt annetuste lehel ning kandsin kellelegi s\u00f5na lausumata sinna 10\u00a0000 krooni annetusena. Ei julgenud \u00f6elda ei s\u00f5pradele ega ka naisele. Lihtsalt uskusin, sest raamatutes oli ju nii kirjas.<\/p>\n<p>Ja ju nendel oli siis \u00f5igus, sest umbes 10a hiljem olin oma elu t\u00e4ielikult j\u00e4rje peale saanud. Jah, k\u00f5iki seda eespool kirjeldatud pudi-padi (villa Maldiividel jm) polnud, aga aastaks 2018 oli ka huvi nende saamise vastu kadunud. Selle asemel oli arenenud v\u00e4lja korraliku sissetulekut pakkuv koolitus\u00e4ri, ja olemas olid ka unistuste auto ning olin ehitamas ilma laenuta oma unistuste maja. Tip-top investeering sai toona Universumisse tehtud ikka j\u00e4relikult.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-22{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-22 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-22{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-22 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-22{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-22 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-23 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-23{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-23 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-23{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-23 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-23{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-23 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-8{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-9 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-24 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-24{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-24 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-24{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-24 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-24{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-24 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-25 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-8{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-8{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-8 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>Sisekosmose ja vaimse ego s\u00fcnd<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-9\"><p>Kes meist ei tahaks siis oma elu just selliseks kujundada, nagu me soovime? Eks seep\u00e4rast ka Saladuseblogi juba m\u00f5ne n\u00e4dalaga v\u00e4ga tuntuks sai. Jutt k\u00e4is tuhandetest, mitte sadadest inimestest. Me k\u00f5ik tahtsime ju \u00f5nnelikud olla!<\/p>\n<p>Mina muudkui kirjutasin, ja inimesed muudkui lugesid. Ja k\u00fcsisid ka juurde. See andis mulle v\u00f5imaluse tark ja vaimne olla. Lausa nii \u201evaimne\u201c ja t\u00e4htis ning tuntud, et inimesed hakkasid Rimis mind \u00e4ra tundma ja tulid mind t\u00e4nama, kuidas ma olla nende elu muutnud.<\/p>\n<p>Ja see tunne mulle meeldis! M\u00e4letad, ma olin ju see suure alav\u00e4\u00e4rsuskompleksiga mees, kes ainult m\u00f5ned aastad varem ehitus\u00e4risse l\u00e4ks, et endale BMW osta, et l\u00f5puks keegi \u00fctleks, et sa oled t\u00e4htis. Ja n\u00fc\u00fcd l\u00e4hed Rimisse j\u00e4\u00e4tist ostma, ning inimesed tulevad sulle juurde ja \u00fctlevad, et sa oled t\u00e4htis. \u201eNo kurja, see Saladuse v\u00e4rk t\u00f6\u00f6tab ikka t\u00e4iega!\u201c, m\u00f5tlesin uhke n\u00e4oga kassasse minnes.<\/p>\n<p>Umbes aasta p\u00e4rast Saladuseblogiga alustamist, 2009a, muutsin blogi nime \u00e4ra, milleks sai <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sisekosmos.ee\">www.sisekosmos.ee<\/a>. Mul oli ju nii palju anda, eks ole? Ma olin ju juba 2 aastat vaimseid raamatuid lugenud ja mediteerinud. J\u00e4relikult on mul palju pakkuda, sest ma ise tundsin end olevat juba punktis, kus iga hetk hakkan \u00e4ra valgustuma. M\u00e4letan end m\u00f5nikord isegi endale \u00fctlemas, et l\u00e4heks see aeg juba kiiremini, sest 2 aastane vaimne kogemus ei ole lugejate jaoks piisavalt usaldusv\u00e4\u00e4rne.<\/p>\n<p>Ja aeg l\u00e4kski! Ja nii kasvas \u00fcha ka minu vaimne ego, mis oli salakavalalt asendanud materiaalse ego. Kui 3 aastat varem s\u00f5itsin BMW\u2019ga ja k\u00e4isin ringi Tommy Hilfigeri riietega, et inimesed \u00fctleksid, et ma olen Keegi, siis n\u00fc\u00fcd s\u00f5itsin vana Volvoga ja k\u00e4isin ringi joogariietega, et inimesed \u00fctleksid, et ma olen Keegi. \u201eAhh, vahet pole, mille peale nad seda \u00fctlevad \u2013 p\u00f5hiline, et ma olen j\u00e4lle Keegi\u201c, m\u00f5tlesin vaikushetkedel, kui sisemine Olemus tasapisi neid teemasid mulle n\u00e4htavale t\u00f5i.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-25{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-25 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-25{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-25 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-25{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-25 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-26 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-26{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-26 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-26{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-26 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-26{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-26 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-9{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-10 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-27 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-27{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-27 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-27{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-27 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-27{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-27 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-28 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-9{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-9{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-9 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3>Pisikese &#8220;guru&#8221; s\u00fcnd<\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-10\"><p>Siiski hakkasin \u00fcha sagedamini leidma end m\u00f5ttelt: \u201eEgo on ego!\u201c. Aastaks 2010 hakkasin ma \u00fcha enam tundma, et ma elan j\u00e4lle vales. Kuidas sellest aga v\u00e4lja p\u00e4\u00e4seda. Varasem ego-v\u00e4ljendus oli olnud palju lihtsam, sest kerge oli olla \u201ek\u00f5va mees\u201c: pane ilusti riidesse, s\u00f5ida ilusa autoga ja r\u00e4\u00e4gi v\u00f5imalikult v\u00e4he. Siis k\u00f5ik kardavad ja austavad sind.<\/p>\n<p>Palju keerulisem oli aga v\u00e4lja m\u00f5elda, kuidas k\u00e4itub vaimne inimene? Kuna Sisekosmose blogis k\u00e4is iga p\u00e4ev lugemas 500+ inimest ja selle uudiskirja tellijate arv oli kasvanud \u00fcle 5000, pidin nende inimeste jaoks olema ju \u201evaimne\u201c. Kuidas aga olla vaimne? Kuidas k\u00e4itub vaimne inimene \u2013 kuidas ta r\u00e4\u00e4gib (h\u00e4sti soojalt, eks?), mida ta s\u00f6\u00f6b (ainult taimetoitu, eks), kas ta tohib m\u00f5nikord vihastada v\u00f5i peab olema kogu aeg \u00f5nnelik (ainult \u00f5nnelik, eks?).<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f5ik sellised k\u00fcsimused hakkasid mind ahistama. Ma oskasin h\u00e4sti nendel teemadel kirjutada, ja kirjutasin oma vaimsetest ideaalidest, aga minu lugejad projitseerisid need minu kui isiku peale. Ja ma ei osanud nende projektsioonide eest p\u00e4\u00e4seda \u2013 kui ma kirjutan nii, j\u00e4relikult pean ma ka elama nii.<\/p>\n<p>Aga tegelikkuses ei olnud ma kaugeltki nii vaimne \u2013 ma ka ise alles otsisin. Ma kirjutasin teemadel, mida olin avastanud, mida uurisin ja millesse olin hakanud uskuma, mitte iseendast. Ma olin oma arengus paljuski samas punktis, kui ma Ralfiga esimest korda 2006.aasta suvel D\u017eingli hotellis kohtusin. Aga k\u00f5ik need lugejad lootsid minu peale, et mina olen vaimselt nii arenenud, ja aitan ka nendel oma elu probleemid lahendada.<\/p>\n<p>Nii ma siis sellises vaimses vales elasin. Inimesed ei kirjutanud enam mulle ainult tunnustusega heade artiklite eest, vaid nad hakkasid p\u00e4riselt n\u00f5u k\u00fcsima, kuidas v\u00e4ltida lahkuminekuid, kuidas j\u00f5uda valgustatuseni ja kuidas hakkama saada oma l\u00e4hedase surmaga \u2013 \u00f6elgu n\u00fc\u00fcd mina Sisekosmose-kaido, kas ta on seal teispoolsuses elus? See k\u00f5ik tundus nii vale!<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-28{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-28 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-28{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-28 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-28{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-28 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-29 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-29{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-29 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-29{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-29 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-29{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-29 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-10{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-11 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-30 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-30{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-30 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-30{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-30 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-30{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-30 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-31 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-10{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-10{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-10 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>\u201eMida Buda meile \u00f5petas?\u201c<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-11\"><p>Ma hakkasin seda k\u00f5ike nimetada \u201evaimseks populismiks\u201c \u2013 n\u00e4htuseks, kus inimesed kirjutavad vaimsetel teemadel, mida nad ise veel isiklikult ei koge. Ja tunnistasin endale, et kogu Sisekosmos on \u00fcks hunnik vaimset populismi.<\/p>\n<p>Kuidas seda aga \u00f6elda oma lugejatele, kellest m\u00f5nedest olid saanud minu andunud f\u00e4nnid? Nad uskusid minusse! Uskusid lausa nii palju, et olin hakanud enda peas end v\u00f5rdlema ja konkureerima nii Eckhart Tolle kui ka Ingvar Villidoga. Ma t\u00e4iesti siiralt m\u00f5tlesin, et ma avastan \u00fchel p\u00e4eval veel v\u00e4gevama asja kui Eckhart Tolle \u201ekohaloleku j\u00f5ud\u201c (Tolle raamat) v\u00f5i Ingvari \u00f5petused Kriya joogast.<\/p>\n<p>Esmane lahendus saabus mu ellu 2010 aasta varakevadel budismi n\u00e4ol. Kohtasin pooljuhuslikult <a href=\"https:\/\/et.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/%E1%B9%AChita%C3%B1%C4%81%E1%B9%87o_bhikkhu\">Andrus Kahni<\/a> (t\u00e4nase nimega \u1e6chita\u00f1\u0101\u1e47o bhikkhu), kellele olin \u00fche tuttavaga k\u00fclla l\u00e4inud, sest Andrus plaanis kogu oma koolitus\u00e4ri maha m\u00fc\u00fca ja Taisse mungaks minna. Ma ei uskunud seda, kui ma Andrusega kohtusin, sest arvasin, et ta on samasugune segaduses olev \u201evaimleja\u201c nagu ma ise, aga tal oli 100% t\u00f5si taga &#8211; ta on ka t\u00e4na p\u00fchendunud buda munk (loe l\u00e4hemalt <a href=\"https:\/\/et.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/%E1%B9%AChita%C3%B1%C4%81%E1%B9%87o_bhikkhu\">siit<\/a>).<\/p>\n<p>Kuna Sisekosmos mulle toona piisavalt palju elatist ei teeninud, olin m\u00f5tisklemas selle \u00fcle, kuidas oma enesearengukoolitustega ettev\u00f5tetesse j\u00f5uda. Ja kuulsin siis, et keegi Andrus on valmis oma toimiva koolitusfirma koos saba ja sarvedega maha m\u00fc\u00fcma.<\/p>\n<p>Summa, mida Andrus k\u00fcsis, k\u00e4is ilmselgelt mul \u00fcle j\u00f5u, k\u00fcll aga mitte \u00f5petus, millest Andrus p\u00f5levate silmadega oma Tallinna Vanalinna uhkes korteris r\u00e4\u00e4kis. Selleks oli budistlik \u00f5petus <em>Dhamma<\/em> \u2013 v\u00e4idetavalt algup\u00e4rane Buddha \u00f5petus oma \u00f5pilastele, mis pidi aitama inimesel p\u00e4\u00e4seda maistest kannatustest ja j\u00f5udma <em>nirvaanasse<\/em>. See k\u00f5netas!<\/p>\n<p>Andrus kinkis mulle oma lemmikraamatu <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/What-Buddha-Taught-Expanded-Dhammapada\/dp\/0802130313\">\u201eWhat The Buddha Taught\u201c<\/a>, millest sai minu teejuht j\u00e4rgmiseks paariks aastaks. Lugesin seda raamatut, ja minus toimus s\u00fcgav \u00e4ratundmine, et just Buddha isikuna ja <em>dhamma<\/em> \u00f5petusena on need, mis aitavad j\u00f5uda vabanemise ja tegeliku \u00f5nneni (nirvana), mitte aga k\u00fclget\u00f5mbeseadus, mis meile tegelikult ellu probleeme ainult juurde \u201et\u00f5mbab\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Tellisin Amazonist aina budistlikke raamatuid juurde, ja s\u00f5itsin lausa Sri Lankale <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nilambe.lk\/\">Nilambe<\/a> \u00fcksildasse meditatsioonikeskusesse meditatsiooni \u00f5ppima, mida Andrus oli ka oma varasemast kogemusest soovitanud. Kirjutasin toona nendest kogemustest ka paar artiklit \u2013 <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sisekosmos.ee\/index.php?sisekosmos=10&amp;t2ht=254&amp;rub=113\">see<\/a> ja <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sisekosmos.ee\/index.php?sisekosmos=10&amp;t2ht=255&amp;rub=105\">see<\/a>.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-31{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-31 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-31{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-31 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-31{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-31 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-32 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-32{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-32 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-32{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-32 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-32{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-32 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-11{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-12 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-33 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-33{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-33 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-33{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-33 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-33{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-33 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-34 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-11{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-11{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-11 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>Tegelikult pole \u201emind\u201e \u00fcldse olemaski?<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-12\"><p>Mis mind Buddha \u00f5petuse juures k\u00f5ige enam toona k\u00f5netas, oli tema k\u00e4sitlus inimeksistentsist, mille kohaselt koosneb inimene 5 \u201eosast\u201c (5 aggregates), mille omavahelise kombineerumise tulemusena tekib \u201emina\u201c-tunnetus. Ja, et maailmas eksisteerib 3 printsiipi, mille mitte-teadvustamine on inimkannatuste allikaks.<\/p>\n<p>Inimkogemuse 5 osa:<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li>F\u00fc\u00fcsiline vorm ehk k\u00f5ik materiaalne (form)<\/li>\n<li>Tundmused (sensations)<\/li>\n<li>Tajud<\/li>\n<li>M\u00f5tted, mentaalsus<\/li>\n<li>Teadvus<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>Inimeksistentsi 3 alust\u00f5de:<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li>Anatta (non self) \u2013 igikestvat ja reinkarneeruvat \u201emina\u201c ei eksisteeri, vaid reinkarneerub ainult \u201eiha\u201c;<\/li>\n<li>Anicca (impermanence) \u2013 k\u00f5ik on maailmas ebap\u00fcsiv ja muutumises;<\/li>\n<li>Dukkha (suffering) \u2013 elu on rahulolematus (sageli t\u00f5lgitud ka \u201ekannatuseks\u201c).<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p><strong>Miks need Buddha avastused ja v\u00e4ited mind nii k\u00f5netasid? Usutavasti kahel p\u00f5hjusel.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Esiteks oli mul olnud 2006. aasta suvel v\u00f5imas vaimne kogemus, kui Ralf mulle esimeste raamatusoovituste hulgas ka \u201eThe Upanishads\u201c teost ehk veedade tarkusi lugeda soovitas. M\u00e4letan veel t\u00e4iesti selgelt momenti, kui lugesin v\u00e4idet, et meie tegelikuks Olemuseks on \u201epuhas teadvus\u201c. Ma polnud mitte kunagi varem midagi sellist kuulnud, ja minu isiklik vaimne areng oli alles toimunud m\u00f5ned n\u00e4dalad, aga see v\u00e4ide raputas mind jalatallast pealaeni \u2013 ma teadsin kohe intuitiivselt, et see on T\u00f5de. Ma pean sellele v\u00e4itele vaid isikliku kinnituse leidma.<\/p>\n<p>Teiseks, usutavasti olid 2010.aastaks hakanud igahommikused ja -\u00f5htused 30 minutilised meditatsioonid vilja kandma. Olin hakanud meditatsioonides toimunud vaatluste tulemusena aru saama, et minu isiksuse ja tavap\u00e4rase inimkogemuse juures on midagi v\u00e4ga m\u00e4da, sest ma \u201eei leia iseennast kuidagi \u00fcles\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Ja just see oli see, mida ka Dhammas Buddha v\u00e4itis: \u00fchte ja konkreetset \u201emina\u201c ei eksisteeri, vaid eksisteerib eespool mainitud viie n\u00e4htuse pidev omavaheline interaktsioon, mille tulemusena tekib Mina-kogemus.<\/p>\n<p>Ka kuna \u00fchest p\u00fcsivat Mina ei ole olemas (Anatta), ja ka k\u00f5ik muu on meie maailmas Ebap\u00fcsiv (Anicca), ongi selle \u201erumaluse\u201c (mitte teadmise) (ignorance) tulemuseks pidev segadus ja rahulolematus ning kannatused (Dukkha). Ja just see oli see, mida ma p\u00e4evast-p\u00e4eva kogu aeg kogesin \u2013 rahulolematust ja kannatusi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dchelt poolt oli see k\u00f5ik v\u00e4ga selge ja k\u00f5nekas, aga teiselt poolt tekitas see palju segadust. Kelle poole p\u00f6\u00f6rduda? Buddha oli juba \u00e4ra surnud, ja j\u00e4rgmist ma veel kohanud ei olnud (muide, m\u00f5nda aega lausa uskusin, et mina ise olengi uus Buddha).<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00dcsna heades suhetes Jumalaga paistis olevat aga Ingvar. Kuigi ma ei k\u00fclastanud Lilleoru enam 2010. aastal nii tihti, oli mul tugev emotsionaalne side Lilleoru ja Ingvariga s\u00e4ilinud.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Kirjutasingi siis Ingvarile, kas v\u00f5in tulla Lilleorusse temaga r\u00e4\u00e4kima \u2013 mul v\u00e4ike segadus nende \u201easjadega\u201c. Ingvar vastas talle omase rahuga, et tule \u2013 leiad mind mu maja ehitusplatsilt.<\/p>\n<p>L\u00e4ksingi siis paar n\u00e4dalat hiljem ehitusplatsile, kus Ingvariga r\u00e4\u00e4kida sain. Selgitasin talle kiirelt oma suuri vaimseid l\u00e4bimurdeid, ja j\u00f5udsin jutuga k\u00fcsimuseni, et \u201eKuule, mis sina arvad, kas Mina on olemas v\u00f5i mitte? Buda \u00fctleb, et ei ole, aga samas ei saa temalt ka enam k\u00fcsida, mida ta ikka selle all m\u00f5tles. Seega olidki sina j\u00e4rgmine, kelle poole p\u00f6\u00f6rduda\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Ingvar kopsis haamrit edasi ja k\u00fcsis: \u201eAga mida sa koged \u2013 kas sa oled olemas v\u00f5i mitte?\u201c. Sellist <em>curve balli<\/em> (vindiga saabuvat \u201ek\u00fcsimust\u201c) ma muidugi ei oodanud, mist\u00f5ttu vastasin kokutades, et no mina ikka olen olemas, aga Buda \u00fctles oma \u00f5petuses, et tegelikult Mind ikka ei olemas \u2013 see on lihtsalt illusioon\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Siis see mind veidi h\u00e4iris, aga selle vastuse peale ei \u00f6elnud Ingvar enam midagi \u2013 lihtsalt vaatas. Ja sellest piisas, et aru saada, kui lollilt see k\u00f5las. K\u00fcsisin igaks juhuks siis veelkord \u00fcle, et kas Buda nagu veidi eksis siin, mille peale Ingvar \u00fctles, et selles m\u00f5ttes k\u00fcll. \u201eSa oled olemas, leia see \u00fcles ja p\u00fcsi seal. Siis loksub ka k\u00f5ik muu paika\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Noogutasin pead, t\u00e4nasin Ingvarit ja suundusin auto juurde. Midagi ei osanud selle peale \u00f6elda. \u201eEks p\u00fc\u00fcan oma Olemise siis \u00fcles leida. Ja parem tee seda kiiresti, sest suht sant on olla sageli. Aga Buda lubas ju <em>nirvaanat!<\/em>\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Ainukeseks \u201enirvaanaks\u201c oli toona minu regulaarne kohtumine veel \u00fche olulise \u00d5petajaga \u2013 Polinaga. Tegelikult olin Polinaga tutvunud juba 2007. aasta suvel, kui Ralfiga kohtumised harvemaks hakkasid j\u00e4\u00e4ma.<\/p>\n<p>Polina oli\/on Dagestanist p\u00e4rit mass\u00f6\u00f6r, kes oma intuitiivse v\u00f5imekusega paljudele telest tuntud selgeltn\u00e4gijatele silmad ette teeb. Aga Polina ei soovinud olla \u00d5petaja, ega tikkunud esiplaanile. Talle meeldib privaatsus, milles ta s\u00fcgava armastuse ja hoolega oma \u00f5pilasi ootab, et nendega siis oma s\u00fcgavaid teadmisi elu vaimsest poolest jagada.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00e4isin toona Polina juures igal n\u00e4dalal, sest just vestlustest temaga ammutasin ma eluj\u00f5udu, mida vaimsed praktikad alati mulle piisavalt ei pakkunud. Ja k\u00f5ige rohkem meeldis mulle alati muidugi see, kuidas Polina kaardid alati mulle v\u00e4ga ilusat tulevikku ennustasid. Sel ajal vajasin ma seda j\u00f5udu, ja tegelikult ta vist ei eksinudki.<\/p>\n<p>NB! Vaata minu intervjuud Polinaga <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/_i5bDfPlAlg\">siin<\/a> ja <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/o5Fgtn2Dg_M\">siin<\/a>.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-34{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-34 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-34{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-34 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-34{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-34 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-35 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-35{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-35 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-35{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-35 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-35{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-35 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-12{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-13 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-36 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-36{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-36 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-36{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-36 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-36{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-36 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-37 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-12{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-12{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-12 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>\u201eForget about Enlightenment\u201c<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-13\"><p>Ingvari juurest naastes algasid siis iseenda \u201eOlemasolemise\u201c otsingud. Ma tean, kui absurdselt see \u00fchele tavainimesele v\u00f5ib k\u00f5lada, aga \u00fchele usinale \u201evaimlejale\u201c on iseenda \u00fcles leidmine tema otsingute P\u00fcha Graal.<\/p>\n<p>Oluliseks murdepunktiks oli \u00fche hea vaimlejast s\u00f5bra saadetud Mooji video <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/0pS_wPeDxDQ\">\u201eForget About Enlightenment\u201c<\/a> ehk \u201eUnusta valgustumine \u00e4ra\u201c. Ma polnud Moojist midagi kuulnud, mist\u00f5ttu kl\u00f5psasin video lahti, aga kuulates seda 10 sekundid, panin uuesti kinni. \u201eMism\u00f5ttes unusta valgustumine \u00e4ra? Ma olen aastaid selle nimel t\u00f6\u00f6d teinud, ja peaaegu kohalegi j\u00f5udnud. Ainult Iseennast pidin veel \u00fcles leidma, nagu Ingvar oli soovitanud. Ei, ma k\u00fcll ei kavatse valgustumist \u00e4ra unustada\u201c, arutlesin endamisi ja otsisin edasi.<\/p>\n<p>Oli 2011. aasta maikuu, kui sain teada, mis asi on Olemine. Ma vaatasin pooljuhuslikult aknast v\u00e4lja ja n\u00e4gin lendamas kajakat. Jah, t\u00e4itsa tavalist kajakat. Aga ma n\u00e4gin teda v\u00e4ga ebaharilikul viisil, sest ma \u201en\u00e4gin\u201c, et temas on Olemine. Ehmatasin korraks sellest kogemusest, mist\u00f5ttu viisin oma t\u00e4helepanu t\u00e4naval k\u00f5ndivale naisele. Vau, ka temas on see olemas \u2013 Olemine. \u201eMis v\u00e4rk on?\u201c, m\u00f5tlesin omaette.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcksk\u00f5ik, mida ma vaatasin \u2013 oli see elus v\u00f5i elutu vorm minu \u00fcmber \u2013 selles k\u00f5iges oli Olemine. Ma ei osanud sellele mingit muud nime anda, ja nimetasin selle \u201evaikivaks aspektiks\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Ja siis l\u00e4ks asi veel kummalisemaks. Mu teadvus hakkas laienema, ja p\u00e4ris niimoodi, et ei mahtunud enam p\u00e4he \u00e4ra. See avardus ja avardus, ning muutus lausa ebamugavaks. M\u00e4letan, et \u00fchel hetkel pugesin \u00e4ra voodisse ja panin pea kahe padja vahele, sest hirmus oli \u2013 k\u00f5ik tundus olevat minu sees, mitte mina siin maailma sees. J\u00e4in selle tundega magama.<\/p>\n<p>Kui paar tundi hiljem \u00e4rkasin, oli k\u00f5ik taas endine \u2013 mina olin j\u00e4lle maailmas, mitte maailm minus. \u201eMis kuradi v\u00e4rk see veel oli?\u201c, m\u00f5tlesin endamisi voodiserval istudes. Kust vastuseid leida? Jah, sa tead juba &#8230; eks ikka Ingvarilt.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d5nneks oli laup\u00e4ev, ja tol ajal toimusid Lilleorus igal reedel ja laup\u00e4eval avalikud praktikad. H\u00fcppasin autorooli ja s\u00f5itsin Lilleorusse. Sel korral istusin aga erinevalt varasematest kordades Aa\u0161rami maja \u00fclemisel korrusel tahapoole, sinna p\u00e4ris trepik\u00e4sipuu ette. Kuidagi imelik oli ikka veel olla \u2013 alles m\u00f5ni tund tagasi olid ju k\u00f5ik need majad ja inimesed olnud minu sees. Ja n\u00fc\u00fcd ma siin siis istun nendega k\u00f5rvuti.<\/p>\n<p>Loeng oli p\u00f5nev, aga kui loeng l\u00f5ppema hakkas, \u00fctles Ingvar midagi v\u00e4ga k\u00f5nekat. Ma ei olnud midagi k\u00fcsinud ega kommenteerinud, ega polnud ka varasem jutt j\u00e4rgneva tema m\u00e4rkusega kuidagi seotud olnud. Ta \u00fctles ootamatult: \u201eM\u00f5nikord Jumal annab meile kogemusi, et me teaksime, kuhu suunas me liikumas oleme. \u00dcldjuhul on need hetkelised, aga siiski piisavalt v\u00f5imsad, et need ei ununeks\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Ma tundsin end t\u00e4iesti alasti, sest ta vastas mu k\u00fcsimuse \u00e4ra enne, kui seda esitada \u00fcldse j\u00f5udsin. \u201e\u00dctlesin m\u00f5ttes ait\u00e4h\u201c, ja s\u00f5itsin vaikides koju tagasi.<\/p>\n<p><strong>NB!<\/strong> Vaata siin ka minu intervjuud Ingvariga t\u00e4pselt samas ruumis, mille tegin umbes 1 kuu enne seda juhtumit: <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/N6H32H92dyM\">https:\/\/youtu.be\/N6H32H92dyM<\/a> (ei ole vaja v\u00e4ga t\u00e4helepanelik olla, et minu ebakindlat Ego m\u00e4rgata, mis iga m\u00f5ne sekundi j\u00e4rel \u201enaeratava maski\u201c ette manab).<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-37{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 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0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-41 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-41{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-41 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-41{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-41 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-41{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-41 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-42 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-13{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-13{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-13 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>Kas Moojil oli siiski \u00f5igus?<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-14\"><p>Tagasiteel m\u00f5tisklesin omaette toimunu \u00fcle. Buda oli surnud, temalt midagi k\u00fcsida ei saanud. Samas r\u00e4\u00e4kis oma raamatutes ka pidevalt valgustumisest, mille nimel pidi kogu aeg t\u00f6\u00f6d tegema.<\/p>\n<p>Ingvar ja Mooju on m\u00f5lemad elus, ja \u00fcks nendest \u00fctleb, et Buda veidi eksis, ja teine \u00fctleb \u00fcldse, et unusta see valgustumine \u00e4ra. Ja siis t\u00e4iesti ootamatult ilma igasuguse pingutuseta valgustuda hakkab mu teadvus avarduma, mille kohta Ingvar \u00fctleb m\u00fcstilisel viisil, et see ongi See. Tundub, et Moojil oli \u00f5igus \u2013 unusta see valgustumine \u00fcldse \u00e4ra.<\/p>\n<p>Nii saabus minu elu <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Advaita_Vedanta\">Advaita Vedanta<\/a> \u2013 mitte-dualistlik \u00f5petus, mille aluseks on Iseenda kui teadvuse\/Olemise avastamine ja sellesse kinnistumine, misj\u00e4rel avastad, et maailm on sinu sees, mitte pole sina maailmas. Kuna just see oli olnud see, mida olin isiklikult nii v\u00f5imsalt kogenud, kandis see \u00f5petus minu vaimseid otsinguid j\u00e4rgmised 10 aastat.<\/p>\n<p>Mooji on advaita meister \u2013 tavaline kunstnikust jamaikalane, kelle aitas valgustumiseni viia tema \u00f5petaja <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/H._W._L._Poonja\">Papaji<\/a>, kelle otsene \u00f5petaja oli kuulus meister <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Ramana_Maharshi\">Ramana Maharshi<\/a>. Nende kolme \u00f5petuse ja raamatute k\u00f5rval leidsin oma suureks teejuhiks olevat ka <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Nisargadatta_Maharaj\">Nisargadatta Maharaj<\/a>, kes oli samuti t\u00e4iesti tavalise inimesena j\u00f5udnud t\u00e4ieliku \u00e4rkamiseni (tema Guru soovitas tal umbes 30 aastasena m\u00e4rgata, kuidas sa oled Olemas, ja sellesse kinnistuda \u2013 see viis Nisargadatta \u00e4rkamiseni j\u00e4rgmise 4 aastaga).<\/p>\n<p>Nendest inimestest said minu suured vaimsed teejuhid ja suunan\u00e4itajad, eriti Mooji ja Nisargadatta, sest ma suutsin nendega p\u00e4riselt samastuda. Kui nemad suutsid oma \u00d5petajate n\u00e4pun\u00e4idetel murda igap\u00e4evaelust v\u00e4lja t\u00e4ieliku \u00e4rkamiseni, suudan seda ka mina.<\/p>\n<p>Loomulikult ei l\u00e4inud k\u00f5ik nii libedalt nagu nendel paistis see olnud olevat. Me k\u00f5ik ju teame, et me oleme olemas, eks? Kui keegi sinult k\u00fcsib, kas sa oled olemas, pead teda ju lolliks. Muidugi oled sa olemas. Samas ei tunne me end olevat \u00e4rganu, valgustatu ja kannatustest vabanenuna, eks? Kuskil peab siin olema konks. Aga kus?<\/p>\n<p>J\u00e4rgmisel aastatel kadus mul huvi absoluutselt igasuguse muu vaimse kirjanduse ja \u00f5petuste vastu, sest nagu Advaita-meistrid \u00fctlevad, on see \u201e<em>shortcut to liberation<\/em>\u201c ehk kiiretee vabanemiseni. J\u00e4relikult pole mul m\u00f5tet millegi muuga \u00fcldse aega raisata, vaid p\u00fcsida kiirteel. Sellest tulenevalt kuulasin j\u00e4rgmistel aastatel sadade tundide kaupa Mooji videoid, kirjutasin talle satsangidele ja ootasin oma vabanemist.<\/p>\n<p>Kuigi nendel aastatel ei kadunud kontakt Lilleoruga t\u00e4ielikult, olin siiski m\u00f5ttes asetanud sealse \u00f5petuse Moojist\/advaitast tahapoole (nemad pakkusid ikkagi ju kiirteed!). S\u00fcdames samas t\u00f5mbas mind j\u00e4tkuvalt alatasa ka Lilleorusse, kuhu \u00fcldjuhul siiski vaid korra aastas m\u00f5nele suves\u00fcndmusele j\u00f5udsin.<\/p>\n<p>Aastal 2014 k\u00e4isin n\u00e4iteks l\u00e4bi ka TMK I-III kursused (n\u00fc\u00fcd Practical Consciousness I-III), sest v\u00e4ga paljud inimesed olid v\u00e4idetavalt sellest kasu saanud. Kahjuks mina aga neid tehnikaid t\u00f6\u00f6le ei saanud. Ja kuna ma teadsin juba Budistlikust \u00f5petusest v\u00e4ga h\u00e4sti oma f\u00fc\u00fcsilist, mentaalset ja emotsionaalset tasandit, millele lisandus advaita kaudu v\u00e4ga selge Teadvuse teadvustamine, ei olnudki justkui TMK\u2019s minu jaoks mitte midagi uut. Ja kuna tehnikad mul reaalselt t\u00f6\u00f6le ei hakanud, pidasin seda ka lihtsalt \u201ek\u00f5ikide varasemate vaimsete \u00f5petuste\u201c modifikatsiooniks, milles ei ole midagi p\u00e4ris uut ja v\u00e4\u00e4rtuslikku. <strong>Oi kuidas ma eksisin!<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-42{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-42 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-42{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-42 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-42{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-42 > 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class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-47{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-47 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-47{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-47 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-47{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-47 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-48 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-14{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-14{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-14 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>K\u00fclget\u00f5mbeseadus hakkab t\u00f6\u00f6le<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-15\"><p>Tundub, et selleks ajaks\u00a0 &#8211; aastaks 2013 \u2013 oli hakanud l\u00f5puks t\u00f6\u00f6le ka k\u00fclget\u00f5mbeseadus, mida k\u00f5vasti aastatel 2008-2010 \u201epraktiseerinud\u201c olin. Nimelt olid hakanud \u00fcha enam ettev\u00f5tteid mind kutsuma tegema motivatsioonikoolituse nende meeskondadele. Alguse sai see tegelikult juba 2010-2011 aastatel, kus m\u00f5ni t\u00f6\u00f6taja v\u00f5i juht Sisekosmose blogisse sattus, ja sealsed teemak\u00e4sitlused enda jaoks p\u00f5nevad leidis olevat. Ja kuna see inspireeris neid, arvas ta seda inspireeriva olevat ka nende kolleegidele.<\/p>\n<p>Just niimoodi sai minust juhtide ja meeskondade koolitaja. Kuna Sisekosmos tundus ettev\u00f5tetele liialt \u201euhuu\u201c, tegin selle k\u00f5rvale <a href=\"http:\/\/www.motivaator.ee\">www.motivaator.ee<\/a> ja p\u00f5him\u00f5tteliselt muutsin lihtsalt Sisekosmose avalike koolituste pealkirjad \u00e4ra. Nii s\u00fcndiski Motivaatori esimene populaarne koolitus \u201eEnesemotiveerimise kunst\u201c, mis oli p\u00f5him\u00f5tteliselt Sisekosmose aegne enesearengukoolitus, kus tutvustasin budistlikke ja mindfulnessi p\u00f5hit\u00f5desid kaasaegsele inimesele.<\/p>\n<p>See oli kihvt aeg \u2013 tore oli r\u00e4\u00e4kida inimestega, kellel puudus igasugune kokkupuude ja huvi vaimse maailmaga, sisemaailmast ja selle toimimise mehhanismidest. Tegime lihtsamaid harjutusi, joonistasin tahvlile budismil p\u00f5hinevaid erinevaid kogemustasandeid (keha, emotsioonid, m\u00f5tted ja teadvustamine), ja m\u00f5nedel juhtudel r\u00e4\u00e4kisime isegi inimkannatustest ja sellest vabanemisest.<\/p>\n<p>V\u00e4ga p\u00f5nevad olid momendid, kui grupis sattus olema m\u00f5ni Lilleoru inimene. See on lihtsalt fenomenaalne, kuidas sa tunned inimese pilgust \u00e4ra, kui ta p\u00e4riselt aru saab, millest jutt k\u00e4is. Kuna olin ise toona veidi Lilleoru \u00f5petusest kaugenenud, palusin sageli nendel inimestel oma baasjuttu t\u00e4iendada Lilleorust p\u00e4rinevate \u00f5petustega, ning kiitsime siis \u00fcheskoos Lilleoru \u00f5petust ja raamatuid.<\/p>\n<p>Ning just see oli ka aeg, millega see artiklite sari algas. Kuigi olin \u00fchelt poolt Lilleorust veidi kaugenenud, hoidsin sellega alati s\u00fcdames sidet, mis v\u00e4ljendus v\u00e4hemalt korra aastas suvel Lilleoru k\u00fclastamises. Ja hea turvaline p\u00f5hjus tulla oli TMK kokkutulek, sest kuigi edutult, olin siiski TMK I-III l\u00e4bi teinud.<\/p>\n<p>Kuna ma tehnikaid ise t\u00f6\u00f6le ei saanud, paistiski Aigi \u00f5hinal jutt sellest, kuidas ta peaaegu k\u00f5ik oma emotsioonid \u00e4ra on vabastanud, t\u00e4ieliku umbluuna. \u201eMa k\u00e4isin kursusel, kuulasin \u00e4ra, tegin harjutused kaasa ja proovisin paar korda ka p\u00e4rast seda \u201eMine \u00e4ra!\u201c oma emotsioonidele \u00f6elda. No aga ei t\u00f6\u00f6ta ju!\u201c, m\u00f5tlesin endamisi, kui Aigit eespool viidatud Ingvari videost tuttava naeratava ego maskiga piidlesin.<\/p>\n<p>Aga ma olen ju viisakas inimene. Ja Aigi on v\u00e4ga meeldiv inimene, ta meeldis mulle siis ja meeldib ka n\u00fc\u00fcd. Ta on minu arust \u00fcldsegi \u00fcks nendest inimestest, kelle kohta juba esimesel kohtumisel tekib tunne \u201e<em>likable person<\/em>\u201c &#8211; meeldiv inimene!<\/p>\n<p>Ja meeldivale inimesele andestad ka ju tema n\u00f5rkused. Nii andestasin ka Aigile tema lihtsameelsuse, et ta p\u00e4riselt arvas, et vabastas mingid emotsioonid \u00e4ra. \u201eSee ei ole v\u00f5imalik, sest emotsioonid on meie ajukeemia muutumise tulemus, ja nendest niimoodi vabaneda ei ole v\u00f5imalik.\u201c, m\u00f5tlesin endamisi ja p\u00fc\u00fcdsin viisakalt esmalt teemat muuta, ja seej\u00e4rel \u00fcldse minema hiilida.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201eMine Ingvari juurde tagasi. Ta on \u00fche jalaga siin, teisega teises maailmas. Tema aitab su l\u00e4bi\u201c<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Just see oli korraldus, mille sain \u00fchel 2021. aasta m\u00e4rtsis \u0161amaanir\u00e4nnakul s\u00fcgavas ps\u00fchhedeelilises transis olles. Ma polnud aktiivselt aastaid Lilleorus k\u00e4inud, kuid p\u00f5gusalt siiski Lilleoru \u00f5petustel silma peal hoidnud.<\/p>\n<p>Seda suurem oli mu \u00fcllatus, kui sellise konkreetse korralduse \u0161amaanir\u00e4nnakul sain: <strong>\u201eMine Ingvari juurde tagasi. Ta on \u00fche jalaga siin, teisega teises maailmas. Tema aitab su l\u00e4bi\u201c<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>Ja ma mitte ainult ei kuulnud seda korraldust, vaid n\u00e4gin ka visuaalselt, kuidas Ingvar seisis \u00fche jalaga \u201e\u00fches\u201c, teisega \u201eteises\u201c maailmas. Ja kuna ma olin \u00fcritanud eelmised 10 aastat advaita abil \u201eteise\u201c maailma p\u00e4\u00e4seda, aga polnud siiski p\u00fcsivalt teadvusega samastuda suutnud, ei lasknud ma endale teist korda seda \u00f6elda.<\/p>\n<p>Peale r\u00e4nnaku l\u00f5ppu l\u00e4ksin arvutisse ja registreerisin end TMK I kursusele \u00e4ra. Minu otsus oli selge. Advaita mind vabanemiseni ei viinud, kuigi olin selleks V\u00c4GA palju sisemist t\u00f6\u00f6d teinud. N\u00fc\u00fcd \u00fctles see m\u00fcstiline h\u00e4\u00e4l, et Ingvar aitab sind \u201el\u00e4bi\u201c. J\u00e4relikult on ta valmis mind ka toetama. Ma ei l\u00f5peta sel korral enne, kui TMK enda jaoks p\u00e4riselt t\u00f6\u00f6le saan.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-48{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-48 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-48{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-48 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-48{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-48 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-49 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10px;}.fusion-builder-column-51 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-51{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-51 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-51{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-51 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-52 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-52{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-52 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-52{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-52 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-52{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-52 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-15{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-16 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-53 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-53{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-53 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-53{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-53 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-53{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-53 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-54 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-15{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-15{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-15 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>TMK \u2013 uue elu algus<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-16\"><p>Kuigi ma olin aastaks 2021 oma elu materiaalses m\u00f5ttes v\u00e4ga heasse punkti saanud (\u201esaladuse\u201c v\u00e4rk ikka, eks!), olin ma sisemiselt v\u00e4ga rahulolematu ja \u00f5nnetu. Ma kannatasin v\u00e4ga palju. See k\u00f5ik tekitas segadust, sest objektiivseid p\u00f5hjuseid selleks oli justkui v\u00e4he.<\/p>\n<p>Aga niimoodi elu meid \u00f5petabki \u2013 kuni me kannatame, seni otsime. Ja kui leiame l\u00f5puks \u00f5ige \u00f5petuse, kannatused l\u00f5ppevad. Seda oli Buda lubanud oma \u00f5pilastele juba 2500 aastat tagasi ja ka mulle 2010. aastal, aga kahjuks tema \u00f5petusi j\u00e4rgides ma ennast kannatustest vabastada ei osanud.<\/p>\n<p>Siis olin 10 aastat j\u00e4rginud Moojit, kes oli t\u00e4nap\u00e4eva moodne Buda. Ka tema n\u00e4pun\u00e4idete abil ei j\u00f5udnud ma kannatuste l\u00f5ppemiseni. Kas n\u00fc\u00fcd oli siis kord j\u00e4lle Ingvari ja <em>practical consciousness\u2019i<\/em> k\u00e4es?<\/p>\n<p>Kuigi ma olin enese sisemaailma j\u00e4lgimise ja meditatsioonidega kokku puutunud juba 15 aastat, ja olin budistlike ning <em>advaita<\/em> \u00f5petuste baasil saadud kogemuste abil ka vastavaid enesearengu koolitusi teinud enam kui 10 aastat, tundsin TMK I-II kursust taasl\u00e4bides nagu laps kommipoes.<\/p>\n<p>Muidugi ma teadsin ka varem, et mul f\u00fc\u00fcsiline, emotsionaalne ja mentaalne keha, millele lisanduvad veel monistlikud teadvus ja tegelik Mina, p\u00fc\u00fcdsin siiski sel korral p\u00e4riselt kuulata (ja ka m\u00f5ista), mida Ingvar ikka nende n\u00e4htuste kohta \u00fctles. Ma kuulasin seda k\u00f5ike sellise huviga, nagu ma esimest korda 15 aastat tagasi tegin, kui m\u00f5ne uue p\u00f5neva vaimse raamatu leidsin. Ma p\u00fc\u00fcdsin p\u00e4riselt aru saada, miks need tehnikad ikka 2014. aastal t\u00f6\u00f6le ei hakanud? Asi pidi olemas minus \u2013 ma tegin midagi valesti. Ja mul oli kindel plaan v\u00e4lja selgitada, mis see oli, ja kuidas ma saan seda korrigeerida.<\/p>\n<p>Selleks tundsin ka Ingvarilt v\u00e4ga palju tuge. Kuna tundsime isiklikult \u00fcksteist juba aastast 2007, julgesin talle ka otse kirjutada ja oma k\u00fcsimused \u00e4ra k\u00fcsida. Ja tuleb tunnistada, et k\u00fcsimusi oli mul palju &#8230; millele Ingvar ka vankumatu kannatlikkusega vastas. Ning sellest oli kasu \u2013 esimesed reaalsed kogemused hakkasid tulema umbes 2 n\u00e4dalat p\u00e4rast I-III kursuse taasl\u00e4bimist.<\/p>\n<p>Kogemused olid nii v\u00f5imsad ja uskumatud, et \u00fchelt poolt need r\u00f5\u00f5mustasid mind v\u00e4ga (sest l\u00f5puks ometi oli mul \u201evaimne\u201c t\u00f6\u00f6riist, mis p\u00e4riselt t\u00f6\u00f6tas, ja seda iga kord, kui ma seda kasutasin), aga teiselt poolt need ka kummastasid mind \u2013 <strong>kuidas see ikkagi v\u00f5imalik on ja miks k\u00fcll k\u00f5ik inimesed seda ei kasuta?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Peale umbes 1 kuud praktiseerimist olin sellest k\u00f5igest nii vaimustunud, et kirjutasin ka Ingvarile, et \u201eneed tehnikad on teisest maailmast\u201c. Aga samas kuidas teisiti olekski see saanud olla \u2013 r\u00e4nnakul ju seda just \u00f6eldigi, et Ingvar aitab su \u201el\u00e4bi\u201c, sest ta on \u00fche jalaga \u00fches, teisega teises maailmas.<\/p>\n<p>Kirjutasin Ingvarile messengeri 4. septembril 2021 kl 11:26:<\/p>\n<\/div><div ><span class=\" fusion-imageframe imageframe-none imageframe-1 hover-type-none\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"107\" title=\"Picture 1\" src=\"https:\/\/practicalconsciousness.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Picture-1-e1687789829310.png\" data-orig-src=\"https:\/\/practicalconsciousness.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Picture-1-e1687789829310-300x107.png\" alt class=\"lazyload img-responsive wp-image-9289\" srcset=\"data:image\/svg+xml,%3Csvg%20xmlns%3D%27http%3A%2F%2Fwww.w3.org%2F2000%2Fsvg%27%20width%3D%27589%27%20height%3D%27210%27%20viewBox%3D%270%200%20589%20210%27%3E%3Crect%20width%3D%27589%27%20height%3D%27210%27%20fill-opacity%3D%220%22%2F%3E%3C%2Fsvg%3E\" 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\/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-59 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-59{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-59 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-59{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-59 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-59{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-59 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-60 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-16{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-16{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-16 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>Vaibutamine vs vabastamine<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-17\"><p>Mis mind selles siis nii vaimustusse ajas p\u00e4rast 15 aastat erinevate vaimsete meetodite uurimist? K\u00f5ige olulisem (nii minu jaoks personaalselt kui ka \u00fcldises m\u00f5ttes) erinevus Practical Consciousness&#8217;i ja k\u00f5ikide teiste tehnikate vahel on selle praktilisus. Ma sain aru, et ma olin k\u00f5ik need 15 aastat tegelenud oma sisemaailma (emotsioonide ja m\u00f5tete) \u2013 <strong>vaibutamisega.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>N\u00e4iteks, kui sul sant olla, siis p\u00fc\u00fcad aru saada, mis m\u00f5tted seda tekitavad, p\u00fc\u00fcad asendada neid positiivsemate m\u00f5tetega jne. Sama ka enesetundega \u2013 kui tunned end sandisti v\u00f5i kipud mingites olukordades reageerima viisidel, mis sulle ei meeldi, p\u00fc\u00fcad erinevate viiside abil oma seisundit muuta (parandada) \u2013 teed hingamise harjutusi, l\u00e4hed loodusesse, mediteerid (hoiad n\u00e4iteks t\u00e4helepanu hingamisel), karjud end t\u00fchjaks jne.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f5ik need meetodid tegelikult ju t\u00f6\u00f6tavad \u2013 su seisund v\u00f5ibki muutuda. Aga juurp\u00f5hjus pole kadunud, mist\u00f5ttu v\u00f5id juba hetk, tund v\u00f5i p\u00e4ev hiljem end t\u00e4pselt samamoodi tunda. Ning kogu trall hakkab uuesti pihta \u2013 hinga, mediteeri, karju jne. Ehk siis jah, me suudame viia enda sisemaailma tasakaalu m\u00f5neks ajaks selliste tehnikate abil, aga esiteks v\u00f5ib see olla suur (mentaalne) pingutus, ja teiseks l\u00e4heb see tasakaaluseisund taas \u00fcsna kiiresti m\u00f6\u00f6da.<\/p>\n<p>Practical Consciousness tegeleb samuti sisemise tasakaalu loomisega, aga teeb seda p\u00f5him\u00f5tteliselt teist moodi. See mitte ei vaibuta sinu emotsionaalseid v\u00f5i mentaalseid protsesse ajutiselt, vaid p\u00e4riselt vabastad teatud protsessid\/n\u00e4htused, mille loomulikuks tagaj\u00e4rjeks on loomulik tasakaaluseisund.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eMida ma selle all ikka m\u00f5tlen?\u201c, v\u00f5ib k\u00fcsida iga minusugune \u201evaimleja\u201c, kes pole Practical Consciousness&#8217;iga isiklikku kogemust saanud, aga on ka ise uurinud, ja on ka \u201ekasutamas\u201c k\u00f5ikv\u00f5imalikke vaimseid meetodeid ja tehnoloogiaid.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00e4itena v\u00f5ib tuua sellise olukorra:<\/p>\n<p>Oletame, et su laps on j\u00e4tnud sinu kodust\u00f6\u00f6tamise toas lauale \u00f5unas\u00fcdamiku, mis juba natukene hallitab ja tekitab halba l\u00f5hna. Sul ei ole siin toas hea olla ja t\u00f6\u00f6tada, sest see \u00f5unas\u00fcdamik h\u00e4irib sind \u2013 sa ei saa keskenduda, sa ei saa koosolekul arvuti kaamerat lahti teha, sest k\u00f5ik teised n\u00e4eksid seda \u00f5unas\u00fcdamikku jne. Samas aga t\u00f6\u00f6tama sa pead, ja just selles toas.<\/p>\n<p>Kuidas sa selle olukorra lahendaksid? Loomulikult \u00fctled sa n\u00fc\u00fcd, et ma viiks selle \u00f5unas\u00fcdamiku toast v\u00e4lja v\u00f5i t\u00f5staksin selle v\u00e4hemalt laua pealt maha. Aga kujuta n\u00fc\u00fcd ette olukorda, kui sulle on lapsest saati \u00f6eldud, et <strong>see pole v\u00f5imalik<\/strong>. Sa saad seda k\u00fcll ignoreerida, saad hingata suu kaudu ja hoida oma arvuti lihtsalt sellise nurga all, et keegi teine seda ei n\u00e4eks \u2013 aga v\u00e4lja eemaldada seda pole v\u00f5imalik. Ning kuna sa ju usud autoriteeti (ema-isa \u00fctles nii, koolis \u00f6eldi nii ja muidugi k\u00f5ik teadlased \u00fctlesid nii), siis ei hakka sa isegi \u00fcritama!<\/p>\n<p>Nii see \u00f5unas\u00fcdamik sinu laual siis ongi. See h\u00e4irib, aga sa \u00f5pid sellega elama \u2013 p\u00fc\u00fcad k\u00fclaliste saabudes seda katta salvr\u00e4tiga, pritsid mitu korda p\u00e4evas \u00f5hku aerosooli ning lihtsalt ei tee sellest v\u00e4lja.<\/p>\n<p>Ja n\u00fc\u00fcd tuleb sulle k\u00fclla vana tuttav, n\u00e4eb \u00f5unas\u00fcdamikku ja k\u00fcsib, miks see siin on? Sa vaatad teda jahmunud n\u00e4oga, et nagu mis m\u00f5ttes \u2013 laps ju j\u00e4ttis selle siia, mida ma teha saan sellega? S\u00f5ber k\u00fcsib selle peale, et miks sa seda \u00e4ra ei viska \u2013 see on ju r\u00f5ve, haiseb, \u00e4\u00e4dikak\u00e4rbsed lendavad igal pool ja see segab ju su t\u00f6\u00f6d ning elu selles toas?<\/p>\n<p>Sa vaatad teda sellise n\u00e4oga, nagu keegi \u00fctleks sulle t\u00e4na, et kuule, tead, et Maa on lame. Usutavasti v\u00f5ib sinu silmades olla nii segadust, pahameelt kui ka kaastunnet. <strong>Segadust<\/strong> seet\u00f5ttu, et aju jookseb korraks kinni, k\u00fcsides endalt \u201eKas mina olen loll ja olen millestki valesti aru saanud?\u201c. <strong>Pahameelt<\/strong> seep\u00e4rast, et tunned end r\u00fcnnatuna. Ja kaastunnet seep\u00e4rast, et su tavap\u00e4rased uskumused v\u00f5tavad uuesti kontrolli, kinnitavad sulle, et ole rahulik, teine osapool on loll.<\/p>\n<p>Umbes sama olukord on t\u00e4na, kui m\u00f5ni reaalne Practical Consciousness&#8217;i kasutaja, kelle elu on t\u00e4nu selle kasutamisele 180 kraadi positiivses suunas muutunud, p\u00fc\u00fcab seda m\u00f5nele oma tuttavale (kes on oma eluga j\u00e4tkuvalt t\u00e4ielikus pahuksis) soovitada. Olen seda ise viimase aasta jooksul korduvalt l\u00e4bi elanud. Ka nende tuttavate silmadest n\u00e4ed sa neid 3 emotsiooni:<\/p>\n<p><strong>Segadust<\/strong> seet\u00f5ttu, et korraks m\u00f5tleb ta, kas tal j\u00e4i koolis mingi peat\u00fckk vahele?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Pahameelt<\/strong> seet\u00f5ttu, et talle tundub, et sa ei austa tema elu olukorda ja sellega seotud tema m\u00f5tteid\/vaateid ja tundeid.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Kaastunnet<\/strong> seet\u00f5ttu, et tal tuleb hetk hiljem meelde, et sina oled ju see loll, kes Lilleorus k\u00e4ib, ja on lasknud end seal t\u00e4iega \u00e4ra tinistada, sest usud reaalselt, et inimene saab \u00f5unas\u00fcdamiku oma laualt \u00e4ra v\u00f5tta.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-60{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-60 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 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fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-63 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-63{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-63 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-63{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-63 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-63{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-63 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-64 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-64{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-64 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-64{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-64 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-64{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-64 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-17{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-18 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-65 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-65{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-65 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-65{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-65 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-65{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-65 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-66 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-17{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-17{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-17 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>Jah, \u201e\u00f5unas\u00fcdamiku\u201c saab laualt \u00e4ra v\u00f5tta<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-18\"><p>Aga just nii see ongi! M\u00e4letad, ka mina vaatasin Aigit 2015. aastal kummastuse, pahameele ja segadusega, sest ka mina olin oma eluga veidi ikka pahuksis veel, ja ka mina olin juba peaaegu 10 aastat erinevaid vaimseid meetodeid praktiseerinud.<\/p>\n<p>Aga ma ei olnud tegelikult abi saanud \u2013 ma olin k\u00fcll m\u00f5tted, emotsioonid ja teadvuse \u00fcles leidnud, aga nende omavaheline d\u00fcnaamika oli j\u00e4tkuvalt minu kontrolli alt v\u00e4ljas. Parim, mida ma teha suutsin \u2013 ja mida Buda ju ka 2500 aastat tagasi soovitas \u2013, oli lihtsalt j\u00e4\u00e4da Vaatlejaks. Ja seda ma ka tegin, ka k\u00f5ige valusamatel ja ebamugavamatel hetkedel.<\/p>\n<p>Just nagu see inimene, kes teab k\u00fcll, et ta ei pea sead \u00f5unas\u00fcdamikku s\u00f6\u00f6ma hakkama, vaid v\u00f5ib seda ka lihtsalt vaadelda. Aga vastikult haiseb see ikka! Ja n\u00e4rvi ajab ikka, et laps selle siia j\u00e4ttis. Ja h\u00e4bi on ikka, sest inimesed k\u00e4ivad k\u00fclas ja n\u00e4evad seda. Aga \u201eVaatle\u201c edasi, nagu Buda soovitas \u2013 \u00fchel hetkel harjud nii \u00e4ra, et isegi ei m\u00e4rka ei l\u00f5hna ega s\u00fcdamikku ennast.<\/p>\n<p>Ja kuigi ma olin vaimsetel otsingutel olnud 15 aastat, pidasin end ikkagi normaalseks inimeseks \u2013 koolitasin ju juhte ja meeskondi k\u00f5ikpuha, ning olin ammu \u201eesoteerilistest\u201c huvidest elus edasi liikunud. Seda suurem oli positiivne \u0161okk, kui esimest korda otsustasin \u00f5unas\u00fcdamikule mitte salvr\u00e4ti peale panna, vaid selle v\u00e4lja viia.<\/p>\n<p>Ebakindlust oli palju \u2013 \u201e\u00e4kki see ikka pole v\u00f5imalik (teadlased ju \u00fctlevad nii!)\u201c ja \u201e\u00e4kki ei saa\/oska mina seda lihtsalt teha\u201c olid peamised m\u00f5tted, mis mu peas tiirlesid, kui paar p\u00e4eva p\u00e4rast TMK I-II l\u00e4bimist otsustasin asja k\u00e4sile v\u00f5tta. Ja see toimis. T\u00e4iesti uskumatu!<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-66{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-66 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-66{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-66 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-66{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-66 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-67 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-67{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-67 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-67{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-67 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-67{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-67 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-68 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-68{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-68 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-68{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-68 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-68{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-68 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-69 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-69{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-69 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-69{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-69 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-69{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-69 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-70 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-70{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-70 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-70{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-70 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-70{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-70 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-flex-container.fusion-builder-row-18{ padding-top : 0px;margin-top : 0px;padding-right : 0px;padding-bottom : 0px;margin-bottom : 0px;padding-left : 0px;}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-19 fusion-flex-container has-pattern-background has-mask-background nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e7e4e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1331.2px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-71 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-71{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-71 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-71{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-71 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-71{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-71 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-72 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-18{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-18{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-18 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>Kui kogu maailmapilt kokku variseb<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-19\"><p>Mida sa tunneksid, kui t\u00e4na \u00f5htul \u00f6eldaks Aktuaalses Kaameras, et teate, me oleme siin veidi t\u00fcnga saanud k\u00f5ik \u2013 tuli v\u00e4lja, et Maa ongi lame, tulnukad on olemas, ja pealegi elavad nad inimese kehastuses meie keskel. Ma m\u00f5tlen p\u00e4riselt, mida sa v\u00f5iksid kogeda ja tunda sellist uudist kuuldes?<\/p>\n<p>Esimese (tugeva) emotsiooni vabastamise j\u00e4rel on umbes samasugune tunne. No vast mitte nii suur \u0161okk, aga tillukene \u0161okk kindlasti. Selle m\u00f5istmiseks kujuta ette olukorda, kus sul on v\u00e4ga-v\u00e4ga halb tuju, ja sa oled juba harjunud, et ainuke v\u00f5imalus sellest \u00fcle saada, on lihtsalt oodata. Jah, sa v\u00f5id sellele kaasa aidata \u2013 vaatad midagi telekas, s\u00f6\u00f6d midagi head, l\u00e4hed trenni jms. See k\u00f5ik toimib, aga selle abil sa \u201evaibutad\u201c seda ebamugavat tunnet ja proovid v\u00f5imendada positiivsemaid tundeid, et halb tunne ei domineeriks.<\/p>\n<p>Aga kujuta n\u00fc\u00fcd ette, et enne, kui sa j\u00f5uad midagi nendest abivahenditest veel ette v\u00f5tta, tuleb sulle ootamatult k\u00fclla see \u201ehull\u201c s\u00f5ber, kes m\u00f5ni aeg tagasi sulle r\u00e4\u00e4kis, et tema on avastanud, et \u201e\u00f5unas\u00fcdamiku\u201c saab ka eemaldada. Kuid sel korral ei r\u00e4\u00e4gi ta sulle \u00f5unas\u00fcdamikust, vaid annab sulle v\u00e4ikese Tic-Toci suuruse kommi, ja \u00fctleb, et lihtsalt neela see alla ja su paha tuju on kohe l\u00e4inud.<\/p>\n<p>Sa k\u00fcsid siis suurte silmadega vastu, et kas see on mingi narkootiline \u00f5nne-komm, mis tuju heaks teeb, millele s\u00f5ber vastab, et ei, see ei tee tuju heaks, vaid lihtsalt v\u00f5tab halva tuju \u00e4ra. Sa ei usu teda taas, aga otsustad lihtsalt proovida \u2013 sa usaldad s\u00f5pra.<\/p>\n<p>Hetk hiljem tunned sa, kuidas sinu torsopiirkonnas toimub l\u00f5dvestumine, ja m\u00e4rkad, kuidas mingi \u201epilv\u201c sinu \u00fcmbert hajub, ja su tuju ei ole enam halb. See pole ka hea, vaid sul on lihtsalt rahulik olla.<\/p>\n<p>Muidugi tunned sa hetkeks segadust, sest pole midagi sellist varem kogenud \u2013 tavaliselt on halvad tujud asendunud heaga, sest oled selle tekitamiseks midagi teinud (s\u00f6\u00f6nud, joonud, vaadanud, ostnud, treeninud, helistanud kellelegi jms). Aga sel korral on see kogemus hoopis teistsugune \u2013 sinu halb tuju ei asendu heaga, vaid ootamatult saabub neutraalsus ja rahu.<\/p>\n<p>Sa k\u00fcsid siis segaduses, aga samas veidi r\u00f5\u00f5mustades (sest kuramuse hea on olla j\u00e4lle!), et mis just toimus, mille peale s\u00f5ber \u00fctleb, et ei midagi erilist, \u00fcks sinu negatiivne emotsioon lihtsalt lahustus \u00e4ra.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eMisasja?!\u201c, koogutad sa pead segaduses, \u201ekas see oli ikkagi mingisugune ravim, mis minu ajukeemiat just muutis ja dopamiini v\u00f5i serotoniini laksu mulle andis?\u201c, k\u00fcsid sa veidi \u00e4rritunult.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eEi, ma \u00fctlesin, et mitte midagi sellist ei toimunud. Seda \u201eenergiat\u201c, mida me tavaliselt nimetame emotsiooniks, lihtsalt aktiivsena enam hetkel sinu s\u00fcsteemis ei ole. Aga ta v\u00f5ib mingi s\u00fcndmuse tulemusena taas aktiveeruda \u2013 seega, ole parem valmis selleks.\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201eKas saad mulle seda kommi veel anda, palun?\u201c, k\u00fcsid sa kavalalt.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eKahjuks oli see viimane komm &#8230;\u201c , \u00fctleb s\u00f5ber vaikselt. \u201eAga t\u00e4pselt samamoodi t\u00f6\u00f6tab see ilma kommita &#8230; tee lihtsalt s\u00f5na-s\u00f5nalt nii nagu on kirjas <a href=\"https:\/\/www.apollo.ee\/teadvuse-praktiline-kasutamine.html\">selles raamatus<\/a> lehek\u00fclgedel 109-159\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Seda \u00f6eldes lahkub s\u00f5ber su juurest. Kui ei midagi enamat, siis usutavasti j\u00e4\u00e4d sa teda oma neutraalsuses ja rahus lihtsalt j\u00f5llitades saatma, k\u00fcsides endalt: \u201eKui iseenda aitamine nii lihtne on, siis miks ma olen k\u00f5ik need aastad kannatanud? Ja miks keegi mulle seda varem r\u00e4\u00e4kinud ei ole? Ja miks kogu maailm kannatab?\u201c. Selline v\u00f5ibki olla sinu senise maailmapildi kokkuvarisemine. 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class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-78 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-19{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-19{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-19 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>Iga \u201evaimleja\u201c maailmapilt on korra elus kokku kukkunud<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-20\"><p>Kui sa oled t\u00e4naseks kasv\u00f5i \u00fche \u201evaimse\u201c raamatu l\u00e4bi lugenud, siis usutavasti m\u00e4letad esimest nendest. Minu esimeseks oli vist eespool mainitud \u201eUpani\u0161adid\u201c, millele j\u00e4rgnesid \u201eBhagavad Gita\u201c ja <a href=\"https:\/\/rahvaraamat.ee\/p\/mina-olen-muinasjutuliselt-rikas\/43519\/et?isbn=9789949916955&amp;gclid=Cj0KCQjw1bqZBhDXARIsANTjCPJfXqbBUG3gmfTbATc6EERijdXfMoeMovn9-AXSgbhNYrOLP_wGzFUaAugFEALw_wcB\">\u201eMina olen muinasjutuliselt rikas\u201c<\/a> (siit need Land Cruiseri ja Hispaania villa ideed k\u00f5ik tulidki, millest varem kirjutasin).<\/p>\n<p>Oluline polegi, mis raamat sinu jaoks esimene oli, vaid usutavasti avardus seel\u00e4bi sinu maailmapilt ja arusaamine reaalsusest \u2013 \u00e4kki v\u00f5ib seda nimetada <strong>\u201esenise maailma kokkuvarisemiseks\u201c<\/strong>. Sa avastasid, et oled asjadest veidi valesti aru saanud, v\u00f5i on sind natukene isegi lollitatud, sest t\u00e4nase maailma ja siin olevate motiivide ning v\u00f5imaluste k\u00f5rval avardub sinu jaoks t\u00e4iesti uus maailm, mis on kordades suurem ja suuremate v\u00f5imalustega seni tuntust.<\/p>\n<p>Kuni esimese vaimse raamatuni uskusime ju paljuski, et maailm ja inimesed selles toimivad nii nagu koolis meile r\u00e4\u00e4giti, ja meie elamise eesm\u00e4rgid on v\u00e4ga primitiivsed:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Sa s\u00fcnnid vastavalt Darwini evolutsiooniteooriast p\u00e4rinevale juhuslikkusele (tugevaim v\u00f5idab, seekord siis tugevaim spermatosoid);<\/li>\n<li>Sa oled bioloogiline olend, mis t\u00e4iesti \u201ejuhuslikult\u201c toimib filigraanse t\u00e4psusega kuni 90 aastat (siin pole mingit k\u00f5rgemat intellekti, mis neid miljardeid protsesse juhib);<\/li>\n<li>Sinu elu eesm\u00e4rk on eelk\u00f5ige elus p\u00fcsida ja paaritumise l\u00e4bi inimsugu j\u00e4tkata;<\/li>\n<li>Kuna sul polnud valikut \u2013 sa s\u00fcndisid, j\u00e4relikult pead n\u00fc\u00fcd (\u00e4ra) elama. Seet\u00f5ttu olgu see elu siis juba mugav \u2013 siit algavad unistused, eesm\u00e4rgid ja ambitsioonid, mis t\u00e4nu kapitalistlikule ja konsumeristlikule elukorraldusele on suuresti materialistlikud;<\/li>\n<li>Selleks alusta pingutamist juba noorelt \u2013 proovi olla k\u00f5iges parim, sest vastavalt Darwinile saad siis \u201etugevaks\u201c (hea haridus, nutikus, edukus), saad haarata k\u00f5ige suurema \u201eterritooriumi\u201c (teenid teistega v\u00f5rreldes rohkem raha, sul on suurem ettev\u00f5te jms), mis v\u00f5imaldab sul sugu j\u00e4tkata geneetiliselt k\u00f5ige parema vastassoo isendiga (k\u00f5ige tummisema mehe v\u00f5i ilusama\/seksikama naisega), <strong>millest kogu Eluratas taas alguse saab.<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Kuna sa loed seda blogi, siis \u00fchel v\u00f5i teisel moel oled usutavasti juba ka ise selliste j\u00e4reldusteni j\u00f5udnud, mist\u00f5ttu usun, et ma ei tee ei sulle ega \u00fchelegi teisele inimesele sellise primitiivsusega liiga. Niimoodi vaadates olemegi ju loomad, kas pole?<\/p>\n<p>Opereerib ju loomariik tegelikult \u00fcsna samadel alustel nagu eespool kirjeldatud:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>L\u00f5vikutsikas ei saa valida, kas ta s\u00fcnnib (kui sa oled \u201evaimne\u201c inimene, tahaksid kindlasti siin juba diskuteerima hakata, eks?) v\u00f5i mitte \u2013 ta lihtsalt s\u00fcnnib;<\/li>\n<li>Kui tal \u201evedas\u201c geneetiliselt, on ta pesakonna tugevaim isend, mis tagab talle kutsikate karjas parema ligip\u00e4\u00e4su emapiimale (oled ehk n\u00e4inud seda v\u00f5itlust, mida koerakutsikad t\u00e4iesti instinktiivselt peavad piima nimel \u00fcksteist \u00fcksteise jalge alla tallates);<\/li>\n<li>See omakorda v\u00f5imaldab tal lisaks heale geneetikale saada rohkem piima ja kasvadagi tugevamaks isendiks, mis loob talle eeldused tulevaseks eluks;<\/li>\n<li>Veidi vanemaks saades \u201ev\u00f5itlevad\u201c kutsikad omavahel pidevalt, et eluks (tulevasteks v\u00f5itlusteks) end ette valmistada \u2013 saada v\u00f5imalikult tugevaks;<\/li>\n<li>T\u00e4nu oma tugevusele suudab isend haarata endale suuremad jahiterritooriumid ja ta on eelistatud ka vastassoo esindajate poolt \u2013 temaga on n\u00f5us paarituma tugevamad vastassoo isendid, <strong>millest kogu Eluratas taas alguse saab.<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Leidsid sarnasusi? Usutavasti ei taha paljud inimesed neid sarnasusi lihtsalt tunnistada, sest nii uhke on ikka \u00f6elda, et me oleme ikka ju <strong>Looduse Kroon<\/strong>, ja loomadest eristab inimesi ikkagi nende m\u00f5tlemisv\u00f5ime.<\/p>\n<p>Selle v\u00e4itega v\u00f5ib osaliselt isegi n\u00f5ustuda, aga probleem on selles, et antud kontekstis on \u201em\u00f5tlemisv\u00f5imet\u201c v\u00f5ib-olla veidi valesti esitatud. Kuni meie valikuid ja k\u00e4itumist juhib alateadvuse poolt suunatud automaatne m\u00f5tlemine ja sellele automaatselt j\u00e4rgnevad automaatsed emotsioonid + k\u00e4itumine, siis pole siin veel inimlikkusest\/humaansusest juttugi, sest meid juhivad j\u00e4tkuvalt loomalikud alateadvuse j\u00f5ud, mitte inimlik teadvus\/teadvelolek\/teadvustamine. Mida ma selle all m\u00f5tlen?<\/p>\n<p>Olen enda jaoks selle lahti m\u00f5testanud l\u00e4bi t\u0161akrate (jah, just need \u201emaagilised rattad\u201c, millest Ralf mulle 2006.aastal r\u00e4\u00e4kis, ja mille ta lauludega mul k\u00e4ima l\u00fckata aitas) s\u00fcsteemi, mille kohaselt toimub ka inimese areng <strong>\u201eloom-inimesest\u201c<\/strong> (inimesest, keda eelk\u00f5ige juhivad loomalikud impulsid, mis juhivad ka kogu \u00fclej\u00e4\u00e4nud loomariiki) <strong>\u201ep\u00e4ris inimeseks\u201c<\/strong> (inimene, keda juhib teadvustamine). Selle kohaselt on meil k\u00f5ikidel 3 + 3 + 1 arengutaset, millel me vastavalt siis opereerime \u201egruppidena\u201c (3 tk grupis). Kas leiad enda ja oma s\u00f5brad v\u00f5i t\u00f6\u00f6kaaslased siit \u00fcles?<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li><strong> Grupp \u2013 Jumalikkus<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>Tase #7. K\u00f5iksuse (Jumalaga \u2013 mitte selle habemikuga, eks!) samastumine, samadhi (Sahasrara)<\/p>\n<ol start=\"2\">\n<li><strong> Grupp \u2013 Inimlikkus<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>Tase #6. Teadvuse 7 superomadust*: teadvustamine, eristamine, arusaamine, s\u00fcvenemine, taipamine, intuitsioon, inspiratsioon (Ajna)<\/p>\n<p>(*<em>selline teadvuse omaduste liigitus p\u00e4rineb Practical Consciousness&#8217;ist)\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Tase #5. F\u00fc\u00fcsilise j\u00f5u asemel s\u00f5nade ja loovuse kaudu enesev\u00e4ljendus (Vishuddhi)<\/p>\n<p>Tase #4. Heasoovlikkus, kaastunne, tingimusteta armastus (Anahata)<\/p>\n<ol start=\"3\">\n<li><strong> Grupp \u2013 Loomalikkus<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>Tase #3. Territooriumi eest v\u00f5itmine (allapoole suunatud), tahtej\u00f5ud Luua (\u00fclespoole suunatud) (Manipura)<\/p>\n<p>Tase #2. Paaritumine (paarilise leidmine, paaris elamine, laste\/j\u00e4rglaste saamine) (Swadhisthana)<\/p>\n<p>Tase #1. Elus p\u00fcsimine (Muladhara)<\/p>\n<p>P\u00f5hjalikumalt saaks neid lahti m\u00f5testada nii (minu isiklik t\u00f5lgendus):<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tase 1. Elluj\u00e4\u00e4mine<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>T\u00e4pselt sama, mis loomadel \u2013 kuni me opereerime siin, pole meil lihtsalt aega millestki muust m\u00f5elda kui elus p\u00fcsimisest (kui oled National Geographicu pealt vaadanud loomafilme, siis tead, millest jutt k\u00e4ib).<\/p>\n<p>N\u00e4iteks inimestele, kes igap\u00e4evaselt rahalises m\u00f5ttes elavad \u201eelluj\u00e4\u00e4mise\u201c piiril, pole m\u00f5tet r\u00e4\u00e4kida k\u00f5rgematest vaimsetest v\u00e4\u00e4rtustest, sest nendel ei pruugi j\u00e4tkuda selleks lihtsalt energiat. Erandid on muidugi inimesed, kes otsustavad elada ilma rahata \u201ekoopas\u201c, aga nende jaoks kehtibki t\u00e4iesti teine paradigma, kus elluj\u00e4\u00e4mine v\u00f5ib t\u00e4hendada 1 \u00f5una leidmist p\u00e4evas.<\/p>\n<p>Kuna 99% inimestest on valinud elada siiski tavap\u00e4rases \u00fchiskonna korralduses, mille oluliseks osaks on raha kaudu ressursside omandamine, siis tavap\u00e4raselt t\u00e4hendabki elus p\u00fcsimine ka raha teenimist. Ja kuni sul raha ressursside eest maksmiseks ei ole, ei saa sa liikuda v\u00e4ga edasi ka j\u00e4rgmistele tasanditele \u2013 isegi mitte j\u00e4rgmisele, sest paaritumise tulemusena s\u00fcndivad lapsed vajavad ka erinevaid ressursse elus p\u00fcsimiseks.<\/p>\n<p>Samuti ei saa siin usutavasti r\u00e4\u00e4kiga k\u00f5rgematest inimlikest\/humaansetest\/vaimsetest tasanditest, mille oluliseks m\u00e4rks\u00f5naks on \u201eTeadvustamine\u201c, sest sinu loomalik reptiilaju hoiab sind konstantselt enda nii tugevas haardes (kuna ise pole p\u00e4ris nii hullus seisus elus olnud, puudub isiklik kogemus, mist\u00f5ttu v\u00f5in siin vabalt ka eksida).<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tase 2. Paaritumine<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ka see on puhtalt loomalik tasand ja instinkt, mis garanteerib looduses liikide j\u00e4tkumise. Ja kuigi seda instinkti on v\u00f5imalik l\u00e4bi Teadvustamise \u00f5ppida valitsema, annavad selle tugevusest aimu k\u00f5ik need n\u00e4ited, kui oleme kuulnud vaimsetest \u00f5petajatest ja religioossetest liidritest, kes on erinevas vanuses nii vastassoo kui samast soost inimesi seksuaalselt \u00e4ra kasutanud.<\/p>\n<p>V\u00f5ib ainult spekuleerida, aga usutavasti olid paljud neist p\u00e4riselt vaimsusele v\u00f5i religioonile (m\u00f5lemal juhul siis \u201eJumalale\u201c 7.tasandil) p\u00fchendunud inimesed, kes ei suutnud lihtsalt selle loomaliku instinktiga toime tulla. Ja kuigi inimestena on meil (ja oli ka neil) Teadvustamise v\u00f5ime olemas, mis lubaks meil j\u00e4\u00e4da nende ihade neutraalseks Vaatlejaks, \u201es\u00f5itsid\u201c need ihad k\u00f5ikidest nende \u201evaimsete inimeste\u201c vaimsetest vaadetest ja uskumustest, ning ka p\u00fchakirjadest loetust lihtsalt tuimalt \u00fcle.<\/p>\n<p>Siiski on oluline siinjuures m\u00e4rkida, et 2. tasemel opereerimine ei ole halb, vaid v\u00e4ltimatu. Loodus on lihtsalt kogu selle masinav\u00e4rgi niimoodi \u00fcles ehitanud, sest nii nagu loomariigis peavad kutsikad s\u00fcndima, peavad inimestel lapsed s\u00fcndima. <strong>Ja nii nagu on loomulik l\u00f5vipere elukorraldus savannides, on t\u00e4iesti loomulik ka inimpere elukorraldus asulates.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Seega pole soo j\u00e4tkumine elik paaritumine probleem, vaid probleemiks osutub see iha juhul, kui see <strong>inimeste \u00fcle kontrolli v\u00f5tab<\/strong> (ja inimene sellest \u00fcldse aru ei saa ja seda ka ei tunnista, sest talle tundub, et ta teeb seda k\u00f5ike teadvustatult (valib seda teha)). Ja seda samuti mitte ainult otseses <strong>seksuaalses t\u00e4henduses<\/strong>, vaid laiemalt ja mitte-teadvustatult vastassoole atraktiivne olemise, ja seel\u00e4bi alateadlikult paaritumisv\u00f5imaluste leidmise t\u00e4henduses, mis meid natukene veidralt (ja sageli isegi endale ning teistele kahjulikult) k\u00e4ituma paneb.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00e4iteks ei paista k\u00f5rvalt vaadatuna mu <em>whippetist<\/em> isane koer v\u00e4ga teadvat, mida ta teeb, kui ta jooksuajal uduste silmadega naabri suurele labradorist emasele selga ronib. Ta ei saa isegi aru sellest, et no ei ulatu ju! Aga teda (tema programmi) ei paista see h\u00e4irivat \u2013 see k\u00f5ik juhtub allpool tema teadvustamisv\u00f5imet alateadlikul tasandil.<\/p>\n<p>Kas v\u00f5ib juhtuda, et sarnane programm v\u00f5tab \u00fcle ka inimese k\u00e4itumise? Ja nii nagu ei tee minu koera v\u00e4simatu labradori t\u00fchikargamine kellelegi otseselt liiga, vaid seda on lihtsalt \u201eteadvustava inimolendina\u201c k\u00f5rvalt veider vaadata, ei tee \u00fcldjuhul kellelegi otseselt liiga ka inimeste sarnane teadvustamata \u201epaaritumist otsiv k\u00e4itumine\u201c. K\u00fcll aga v\u00f5ib olla teadlikuma inimese jaoks see k\u00f5rvalt sama veider vaatepilt.<\/p>\n<p>Mis muudab olukorra selliste vaatlejate jaoks veel veidramaks, on lihtne t\u00f5siasi, et inimeste jooksuaeg ei leia aset kaks korda aastas, vaid see on <strong>konstantne<\/strong>. Ning just seet\u00f5ttu v\u00f5ib inimkonna alaline \u201eseksuaalne amokki jooksmine\u201c kurnavaks muutuda nii teadvustamata paaritumisv\u00f5imalusi otsivatele inimestele endale, aga ka nende veidi rohkem \u00e4rganud liigikaaslastele.<\/p>\n<p>Kui vaadata meie t\u00e4nast \u00fchiskonda, siis k\u00fcsi endalt, kui palju see opereerib seksuaalsete aistingute najal \u2013 mood, meedia, sotsiaalmeedia, filmit\u00f6\u00f6stus, marketing jms? Kas oled ka tundnud end m\u00f5nikord lausa manipuleeritud olevat seksuaalsuse kaudu, sest \u00fcksk\u00f5ik kuhu vaadates avastad, et j\u00e4lle \u00fcritatakse sind m\u00f5jutada kas otseselt (erootiline reklaam) v\u00f5i kaudselt (nt vastassoole end atraktiivseks tegemiseks ahvatlemine) seksi kaudu?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tase 3. Territooriumi eest v\u00f5itlemine<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Kui eluvaim p\u00fcsib juba sees, ja seksuaalsed ihad on ka enam-v\u00e4hem rahuldatud (v\u00e4hemalt selles m\u00f5ttes, et me ei k\u00e4itu nagu isane koer jooksuajal, kes k\u00fcll emast koera l\u00e4bi aia n\u00e4eb, aga tema juurde ei p\u00e4\u00e4se), algab territooriumi haaramine \u2013 meie \u00fchiskonnas siis v\u00f5ib seda t\u00f5lgendada <strong>materiaalsete saavutustega<\/strong>. Ja me teeme seda eelk\u00f5ige <strong>l\u00e4bi tahtej\u00f5u<\/strong> kasutamise, mida see tasand k\u00f5ige enam representeerib.<\/p>\n<p>Muidugi nimetas Darwin seda viisakalt \u201eeneseteostuseks\u201c, aga kui me p\u00e4riselt hakkame l\u00e4hemalt saavutuste vajaduste p\u00f5hjuseid enda juures uurima, v\u00f5ime leida otsese seose II ja I tasemega.<\/p>\n<p>Esiteks on v\u00f5imalik materiaalsete saavutuste abil (materiaalselt edukas \u00e4rimees v\u00f5i \u00e4rinaine) lihtsamini ja tugevama isendiga paaritatud saada. Ja teiseks aitavad materiaalsed saavutused meie \u00fchiskonnas elus p\u00fcsida, ja seda nii elluj\u00e4\u00e4mise kontekstis kui ka inimkarja hierarhias t\u00f5usmise kontekstis (staatus \u00fchiskonnas).<\/p>\n<p>Ehk tuleb siin selle \u00e4ratundmiseks veidi tavap\u00e4rasest mentaalsusest end distantseeruda, aga iga\u00fcks, kes veidi meie \u00fchiskonnakorraldust j\u00e4lgib, leiab usutavasti eelnevast palju \u00e4ratundmist. Ja k\u00fcsimus on n\u00fc\u00fcd, kui palju meie t\u00e4nasest \u00fchiskonnast kokku nimetatud 3. esimesel tasandil opereerib? Kahjuks ikka veel vist valdav enamus \u00fchiskonnast \u2013 rohkem, parem, ilusam, edukam jne.<\/p>\n<p>Siiski on v\u00e4ga oluline teadvustada, et 3. taseme tahtej\u00f5udu v\u00f5ib suunata ka \u00fclespoole j\u00e4rgmistel tasanditel eneseteostuseks. Eespool kirjeldatud loomalike tasandite realiseerimiseks kasutame <strong>loomalikku tahtej\u00f5udu <\/strong>(see on usutavasti olemas t\u00f5epoolest ka loomadel, sest m\u00f5ni isend on ju sihip\u00e4rasem teisest), inimlike tasandite realiseerimiseks kasutame n\u00f6 <strong>humaanset tahtej\u00f5udu <\/strong>(seda saavadki kasutusele v\u00f5tta ainult inimesed, sest selle kasutusele v\u00f5tmine ei elimineeri automaatselt alumiste tasandite impulsse, mille ignoreerimine on usutavasti esimene humaanse tahtej\u00f5u kasutamise ilming).<\/p>\n<p>Kuidas aru saada, kummas suunas sina t\u00e4na oma tahtej\u00f5udu kasutad? Usutavasti lihtsalt l\u00e4bi enesevaatluse \u2013 mis sind p\u00e4riselt elus juhib? Mis on p\u00e4riselt sinu sisemised motiivid? Kas need tulevad esimeselt kolmelt:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><strong><strong>Elus p\u00fcsimine;<\/strong><\/strong><\/li>\n<li><strong>Paaritumine<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>Mitte kitsalt ainult pere loomise ja laste saamise t\u00e4henduses (mis on ju v\u00e4ga loomulik n\u00e4htus), vaid palju laiemalt k\u00f5ik motiivid, mis on seotud vastassoo esindajatele meeldimise ja atraktiivne olemisega (alateadlikult on see sama programm, mis loomad paarituma paneb).<\/em><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p><em>Siia alla kuuluvad meie k\u00f5ik sellised motiivid nagu oma v\u00e4lise ilu r\u00f5hutamine sh riided jm materiaalne pudi-padi, millega end ilusamaks teeme (no umbes nagu looduses linnud end puhevile ajavad paaritumisperioodil).<br \/>\n<\/em><\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>Saavutamine<\/strong><br \/>\nNagu eespool kirjas, v\u00f5ime seda tasandit kasutada ka k\u00f5rgemate v\u00e4\u00e4rtuste realiseerimiseks, aga loomalikult tasandilt tulevad (\u00fcldjuhul varjatud ja teadvustamata ja enesele tunnistamata) impulsid ja soovid olla Keegi (austatud, olla tegija, hinnatud, m\u00e4rgatud jms). Siia alla kuuluvad ka k\u00f5ik sellised saavutused, mille taga ei ole niiv\u00f5rd soov midagi Luua ja Anda, vaid kedagi v\u00f5ita sh konkurente (territooriumi haaramine), aga ka T\u00f5estada (iseendale, vanematele, s\u00f5pradele, \u00fchiskonnale, ajakirjanikele jne).<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Kas tundsid midagi enda juures \u00e4ra? Kui ei, siis v\u00f5ib-olla, et sind juhivadki juba k\u00f5rgemat \u2013 humaansemad \u2013 motiivid ja tasandid.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tase 4. Humaansuse teke<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Selle tasandi olen enda jaoks lahti m\u00f5testanud l\u00e4bi teadliku heatahtlikkuse tekke. Me oleme j\u00f5udnud s\u00fcdamesse, kus kahtlemata alumised kolm tasandit meid pidevalt \u201estimuleerivad\u201c, aga me valime j\u00e4\u00e4da inimeseks. See on tasand, kus valime teadlikult v\u00f5istlemise asemel koost\u00f6\u00f6, v\u00f5tmise asemel andmise ja hirmu asemel usalduse.<\/p>\n<p>Sellest tasandist r\u00e4\u00e4kides tekib p\u00f5hjendatud k\u00fcsimus, kas koer siis pole s\u00fcdames \u2013 vaata, missuguste s\u00fc\u00fctute ja armastavate silmadega ta sind vaatab? Vastuse leiame ehk k\u00fcsides vastu, kas koer j\u00e4\u00e4b samasuguste silmadega sind vaatama, kui teda ohustab miski, ta n\u00e4eb jooksuajal emast v\u00f5i tikub keegi tema territooriumile? Usutavasti on hetkega tema \u201esisemine rahu\u201c ja armastus kadunud, sest alateadvus v\u00f5ttis uuesti \u00fcle. Ja talle ei saa seda ka ette heita, sest tal pole v\u00f5imet j\u00e4\u00e4da teadvale.<\/p>\n<p>Meil, inimestel, aga see v\u00f5ime on, kuid enamus inimkonnast seda ei kasuta. V\u00f5i oleks ehk t\u00e4psemgi \u00f6elda, et meil ei lasta seda kasutada, sest meie v\u00e4line maailm on disainitud viisil, mis hoiab meid pidevalt loomalikul tasandil \u2013 <strong>tunne<\/strong> hirmu (materiaalse) elluj\u00e4\u00e4mise nimel, <strong>tunne<\/strong> pidevalt iha vastassoo vastu (see ei pruugi t\u00e4hendada otsest seksuaalset himu, vaid soovi olla atraktiivne vastassoole) ja <strong>tunne<\/strong> pidevat vajadust saavutada (sest vastasel juhul ei ole sa territoriaalses m\u00f5ttes piisavalt tugev isend).<\/p>\n<p>Joogid ja siddhad leidsid siit aga v\u00e4ljap\u00e4\u00e4su, ja nad on pakkunud selle kogu inimkonnale. Kui paljud meist aga selle v\u00e4ljap\u00e4\u00e4su vastu on v\u00f5tnud? Vastata selle k\u00fcsimusele on lihtne \u2013 mitu inimest 1000\u2019st tegeleb t\u00e4na aktiivselt joogalike praktikatega?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tase 5. J\u00f5u asemel s\u00f5nad<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>See on tasand, kus meie \u00fclesleitud humaansus end v\u00e4ljendama hakkab, aga enam ei tee me seda l\u00e4bi f\u00fc\u00fcsilise j\u00f5u, nagu loomad, vaid l\u00e4bi s\u00f5nade, kunsti ja loomise laiemas t\u00e4henduses. Eespool m\u00e4rkisin, et paljudele inimestele (olen ka koolitustel sellistesse diskussioonidesse sattunud) meeldib meist m\u00f5elda kui looduse kroonist, sest meid eristab loomadest m\u00f5tlemisv\u00f5ime, mis muudab meid inimeseks.<\/p>\n<p>Aga kas ka humaanseks? Saad seda lihtsasti testida. Kas viimasel korral, kui kellegagi v\u00f5itlesid v\u00f5i v\u00f5istlesid (sh enda sees) toimus sinu peas m\u00f5tteprotsess v\u00f5i oli seal m\u00f5ttevaikus? Ma pigem kipun arvama, et m\u00f5tted olid k\u00fcll olemas, aga need toetasid v\u00f5i lausa initsieerisid v\u00f5itlust v\u00f5i v\u00f5istlust. Mis m\u00f5tted meil on keset konflikti \u00fcldjuhul \u2013 kas humaanset lepitust otsivad v\u00f5i oma seisukohti \u00f5igustavad?<\/p>\n<p>J\u00e4relikult ei anna m\u00f5tlemisv\u00f5ime meile humaansust. Pealegi v\u00f5ib ka koer m\u00e4letada (m\u00f5elda), et eelmine kord selle suurema koera juurde minek ei l\u00f5ppenud h\u00e4sti, mist\u00f5ttu l\u00e4heb ta sel korral ringiga. Kas koerast on saanud n\u00fc\u00fcd inimene?<\/p>\n<p>J\u00e4relikult ei muuda looma inimeseks m\u00f5tlemisv\u00f5ime, vaid midagi muud. Aga mis siis? \u00c4kki hoopis meie v\u00f5ime oma m\u00f5ttetegevust j\u00e4lgida ja suunata. Ja siin tegelikult ka 5.tasandi inimene opereerib \u2013 kuigi instinktid on alles ja kisuvad j\u00e4tkuvalt v\u00f5itlema, \u201eseksima\u201c (petma, flirtima, f\u00fc\u00fcsilise atraktiivsuse nimel pingutama jms) ja v\u00f5istlema, valime 5. tasandil neid l\u00e4bi s\u00f5nade ja muude vahendite v\u00e4ljendama: me p\u00fc\u00fcame konfliktis l\u00e4bi s\u00f5nade rahu leida, me suuname oma seksuaalsed ihad hoopis millessegi loovasse ja oskame k\u00f5ikidega pidevat v\u00f5istlemist lihtsasti l\u00e4bi n\u00e4ha ja ka endale objektiivselt \u201ekirjeldada\u201c.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tase 6. Teadvus<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sellel tasemel v\u00f5tame kasutusele Practical Consciousness&#8217;ist teada olevad teadvuse 7 superomadust, mis muudab meid teatud m\u00f5ttes p\u00e4ris inimeseks. Practical Consciousness\u2019is nimetatakse seda Human 2.0 \u2013 tere tulemast p\u00e4ris inimene!<\/p>\n<p>See on tasand, kus p\u00e4\u00e4seme l\u00f5puks sellest \u201e\u00f5udusfilmist\u201c v\u00e4lja, avastades, et oleme p\u00e4ris suure t\u00fcnga elus saanud, sest arvasime kogu aeg, et alumistel tasanditel opereerimine on v\u00e4ltimatu. See on tasand, kus kisa asemel peas saabub vaikus ja erinevatele impulssidele ning ihadele j\u00e4releandmise asemel saabub Vaatlemine. Nagu Practical Consciousness seda \u00f5petab, k\u00e4ivitub sellel tasandil t\u00e4iesti uus \u201eoperatsioonis\u00fcsteem\u201c, mille kasutamine inimesele igap\u00e4evaelus v\u00e4ga suured eelised annab:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Sa pole enam loom-inimene ehk pole enam nii lihtsasti v\u00e4liskeskkonna poolt (mis paljuski propageerib ainult loomalikku 3 tasandit) manipuleeritav. Selle asemel hakkad oma elu juhtima rohkem ise, mitte ei tee seda sinu v\u00e4liskeskkond;<\/li>\n<li>Sa oled nutikam, kuna t\u00e4nu vaiksemale mentaalsusele tabad kiiremini asju \u00e4ra ja sul tekivad head ideed oma plaanide elluviimisel;<\/li>\n<li>Sa oled efektiivsem, ses t\u00e4nu vaiksemale emotsionaalsusele suudad end rohkem oluliste tegevuste juures hoida ja seel\u00e4bi rohkem \u00e4ra teha. Aga sel korral mitte seep\u00e4rast \u201erohkem saavutada\u201c, et territooriumi haarata (loe: \u00fchiskonnale t\u00f5estada, et sa oled v\u00e4\u00e4rt k\u00f5rgemat kohta \u201ekarjahierarhias\u201c), vaid sinu 5.tasand soovib end lihtsalt v\u00e4ljendada \u2013 sa m\u00e4rkad, kuidas sa oled (kaas)looja, ja sa lased sellel lihtsalt juhtuda;<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Kas sulle ei meeldiks selline elu? Mulle k\u00fcll meeldiks.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tase 7. Sa oled Jumal<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Nii nagu loom teab autoriteeti, keda tuleb kuulata \u2013 n\u00e4iteks koer tunneb autoriteedi \u00e4ra oma peremehes \u2013, sest siis on hea elu, teab ka loom-inimene autoriteete, keda tuleb kuulata, sest siis on hea elu. Ja nii s\u00fcndiski religioon.<\/p>\n<p>Kas pole kummaline, et \u00fchelt poolt opereerib kogu \u00fchiskond valdavalt 3. esimesel loomalikul tasandil, aga siis on ootamatult m\u00e4ngu toodud religioosne Jumal, keda tuleb karta ja kes lunastab. Olen r\u00e4\u00e4kinud t\u00f5siusklike kristlastega, kes t\u00f5simeeli v\u00e4idavad, et sa v\u00f5id \u00fcksk\u00f5ik kui palju halba teha, k\u00fcll Jeesus lunastab, kui sa tema poole p\u00f6\u00f6rdud. Kas seda v\u00f5ib t\u00f5lgendada, et ole loom \u2013 varasta, peta, tapa \u2013, aga siis mine autoriteedi juurde, ja saad andeks?<\/p>\n<p>Nagu p\u00e4riselt \u2013 kas see pole osa manipulatsioonis\u00fcsteemist, et veelgi rohkem \u00f5igustada ja suruda inimesi alumistele tasanditele, kus niikuinii on oma loom-instinktidele raske vastu astuda, mist\u00f5ttu teemegi seal igasugu lollusi, sest meid juhivad instinktid, mitte teadlikkus?<\/p>\n<p>Mis juhtuks kogu selle s\u00fcsteemiga aga siis, kui tuleks v\u00e4lja, et tegelikult polegi sinust v\u00e4ljaspool Jumalat, kellelt oma loomalike tegude p\u00e4rast andestust palumas k\u00e4ia (ja seda iga kord ka saada, s\u00f5ltumata, kui loomalikult k\u00e4itunud oled), vaid k\u00f5ige fundamentaalsemal tasandil sa oledki Jumal ise \u2013 ja l\u00e4bi selle lood sa endale ise oma elu? Kui suur osa \u00fchiskonnast oleks valmis sellise vastutuse v\u00f5tma?<\/p>\n<p>Aga v\u00f5ib-olla 7. tasand just seda t\u00e4hendabki \u2013 me oleme loomalikust 3 tasandist v\u00e4lja kasvanud ja s\u00fcdamesse j\u00f5udnud \u2013 meist on inimene saanud. Me oleme k\u00f5rgemale t\u00f5usnud automatismidest ja ihadest, ja hakanud end v\u00e4ljendama rohkem humaanselt, ja v\u00f5tnud kasutusele Teadvuse 7 superomadust. Ja siis hakkame tundma \u00fcha enam, et miski altpoolt (tavam\u00f5istes v\u00e4ljastpoolt) ei paku enam nii palju huvi.<\/p>\n<p>Sellest tulenevalt hakkame m\u00f5ttes \u00fcha enam krabamise ja klammerdumise asemel lahti laskma ja l\u00f5dvestama, mille tulemusena vabaneme k\u00f5ikidest sidemedest k\u00f5igega, mida muidu pidasime iseendaks ja oma eluks. Aga me oleme ikka veel olemas. Kes me siis oleme?<\/p>\n<p>Selle osa pealkiri oli \u201eIga \u201evaimleja\u201c maailmapilt on korra elus kokku kukkunud\u201c \u2013 ja just see n\u00fc\u00fcd juhtuski (j\u00f5udes sedapidi k\u00fcsimuseni \u201eKes ma siis olen?\u201c). Muidugi ei juhtu see k\u00fcsimus iga vaimlejaga, ja ka mitte kohe p\u00e4rast esimest raamatut, aga p\u00e4rast esimest raamatut v\u00f5ib kindlasti hakata senine kolme esimese tasandi poolt juhitud maailmapilt m\u00f5ranema. P\u00e4ris kokkuvarisemiseni v\u00f5ib veel aega minna.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-78{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-78 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-78{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-78 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-78{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-78 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-79 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 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style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-83{width:16.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-83 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 11.52%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 11.52%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-83{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-83 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-83{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-83 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-84 fusion_builder_column_2_3 2_3 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><style type=\"text\/css\">@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-20{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important;margin-left:0px!important;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-title.fusion-title-20{margin-top:10px!important; margin-right:0px!important;margin-bottom:20px!important; margin-left:0px!important;}}<\/style><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-20 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>Kas maailm on minus v\u00f5i mina maailmas?<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-21\"><p>Mu isiklik esimene suurem sedalaadi maailma kokkuvarisemine toimus 2011. aastal teadvuse avardumise k\u00e4igus, mil tekkis segadus, kas maailm on minu v\u00f5i mina maailmas (kirjutasin sellest eelpool). Kuni selle ajani olin selliste kogemuste kohta palju lugenud ja seda k\u00f5ike uskuma hakanud, aga n\u00fc\u00fcd kogesin seda isiklikult. Ja nagu Ingvar tol \u00f5htul muuseas mainis, annab Too meile m\u00f5nikord kogemusi teadmaks, mis meid ees ootab. Sellest sai alguse <em>advaita<\/em> ja <em>non-duality<\/em> periood minu elus.<\/p>\n<p>J\u00e4rgnevad 10 aastat mulle erilisi vaimseid kogemusi ja maailmapildi kokkuvarisemist ei pakkunud. Kui \u00fcldse, siis ehk \u00fcks 2014. aasta spontaanne kogemus mentaalsuse ja emotsionaalsuse t\u00e4ielikust seiskumisest, mille j\u00e4rel p\u00fcsisin j\u00e4rjest Mina kogemuses umbes 5 tundi j\u00e4rjest.<\/p>\n<p>Selle kogemuse sain <a href=\"https:\/\/www.bentinhomassaro.com\/\">Bentinho Massaro<\/a> abil, keda \u00fches Mooji video kommentaarides soovitati. Tema Concsious TV intervjuus antud soovitused aitasid mul mentaalsuse ja teadvuse esimest korda l\u00f5dvestada, ja puhtasse Mina-kogemusse j\u00f5uda (vt seda <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/eqCXTlePoqQ\">intervjuud siin<\/a>).<\/p>\n<p>Kuna see toimus t\u00e4iesti spontaanselt autoroolis seda intervjuud kuulates, ei saanud t\u00e4pselt aru, mis toimub ja kuidas ma seda tegin, aga igatahes nautisin seda t\u00e4ielikult. Ja kuigi mul oli endal p\u00e4ris keeruline aeg toona, ja ka keeruline p\u00e4ev, m\u00e4letan, kuidas \u201euues seisundis\u201c s\u00f5brale k\u00fclla l\u00e4ksin ja vapralt talle vaimset \u00f5petust jagasin (ka tal oli keeruline periood elus): \u201eTead, \u00e4ra lihtsalt m\u00f5tle nende asjade peale \u2013 lasku allapoole ja leia kontakt Iseendaga\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Just selline see kogemus toona oli. Ma olin justkui langenud oma torsosse ja kogesin end seal puhta Olemisena. M\u00f5te t\u00f6\u00f6tas, aga automaatne mentaalsus mitte. Ma olin justkui eraldunud ja distantseerunud oma mentaalsest ja emotsionaalsest kehast. Kirjutasin sellest ka Sisekosmose sellise kogemus-loo <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sisekosmos.ee\/index.php?sisekosmos=10&amp;t2ht=792&amp;rub=113\">\u201e\u00c4ra v\u00f5itle m\u00f5tete ja emotsioonidega, vaid avasta kontakt iseendaga\u201c.<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Muidugi ajas see s\u00f5pra v\u00e4ga n\u00e4rvi, sest ta ei saanud aru, millest ma r\u00e4\u00e4gin. Ja kahjuks ei saanud ma ka ise enam sellest aru, kui ma j\u00e4rgmisel hommikul \u00e4rkasin ning see seisund kadunud oli. K\u00fcll proovisin ka seda nii- ja naapidi taasluua, aga tulutult. K\u00fcll kasutasin pinks-palli tehnikat p\u00fc\u00fcdes uuesti alla torsosse s\u00f5ita, ja ka meelte tagasit\u00f5mbamise tehnikat (mida olin spontaanselt eelmisel p\u00e4eval kogenud), aga ka tulutult. Mentaal-emotsionaalne m\u00f6ll oli tagasi, ja sellega koos ka igap\u00e4evased ps\u00fchholoogilised kannatused.<\/p>\n<p>Kuigi v\u00e4ga m\u00f5nus, aga siiski oli see \u00fcsna l\u00fchiajaline kogemus. Kindel oli \u00fcks, seekord sain ilma Lilleorusse s\u00f5itmata aru, et mulle anti j\u00e4rgmine teet\u00e4his \u2013 kogemus, kuhu olin suundumas. Ja selle kogemuse sain alles 7 aastat hiljem, kui 2021. aasta m\u00e4rtsis Practical Consciousness I &amp; II kursusele end kirja panin ning aktiivselt k\u00f5iki praktikaid tegema hakkasin.<\/p>\n<p>Minu otsingute algusest oli m\u00f6\u00f6dunud t\u00e4pselt 15 aastat, ja ju aeg oli k\u00e4es selleks, et uuesti kogeda, kuidas maailmapilt heas m\u00f5ttes kokku variseb. Ja just see p\u00f5hjus, miks ka Ingvarile kirjutasin: \u201eMa ei tea t\u00e4pselt, kust sa need asjad said, aga kahtlemata pole need siit maailmast\u201c. Ingvar vastas sellele s\u00f5baliku smailiga.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><style type=\"text\/css\">.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-84{width:66.666666666667% !important;margin-top : 10px;margin-bottom : 10px;}.fusion-builder-column-84 > .fusion-column-wrapper {padding-top : 0px !important;padding-right : 0px !important;margin-right : 2.88%;padding-bottom : 0px !important;padding-left : 0px !important;margin-left : 2.88%;}@media only screen and (max-width:1024px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-84{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-84 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}@media only screen and (max-width:640px) {.fusion-body .fusion-builder-column-84{width:100% !important;order : 0;}.fusion-builder-column-84 > .fusion-column-wrapper {margin-right : 1.92%;margin-left : 1.92%;}}<\/style><\/div><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-85 fusion_builder_column_1_6 1_6 fusion-flex-column\"><div 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style=\"margin-top:10px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:20px;margin-left:0px;\"><h1 class=\"title-heading-left fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:55;line-height:1.15;\"><h3><strong>Mida ma \u00f5ppisin Practical Consciousness I &amp; II&#8217;lt ja kuidas see mind t\u00e4na aitab?<\/strong><\/h3><\/h1><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-22\"><p>Nagu eelnevalt \u00fctlesin, pole \u00fchelegi vaimlejale \u00fcllatuseks, et meil on erinevad \u201ekehad\u201c \u2013 f\u00fc\u00fcsiline, emotsionaalne, mentaalne ja hing\/vaim\/K\u00f5rgem mina.<\/p>\n<p>Jah, \u00fcldjuhul seda just niimoodi vaimsetes ringkondades k\u00e4sitletakse, ja kui ma ei oleks Practical Consciousness&#8217;i l\u00e4binud v\u00f5i Kriya Babaji jooga p\u00fchendustel k\u00e4inud, peaksin seda j\u00e4tkuvalt ka ise t\u00f5eseks. Nagu aga eespool kirjutasin, otsustasin sel korral k\u00f5ike p\u00e4riselt kuulata nagu kuuleks esimest korda, ja ka aru saada, mida Ingvar r\u00e4\u00e4gib. Nagu iga lugeja arvatavasti teab, on Kriya joogas \u00fcks tasand rohkem:<\/p>\n<p>F\u00fc\u00fcsiline keha<\/p>\n<p>Emotsionaalne ehk vitaalne keha<\/p>\n<p>Mentaalne ehk kausaalne keha<\/p>\n<p>Intellekt ehk arukus ehk Teadvus<\/p>\n<p>T\u00f5eline mina.<\/p>\n<p>P\u00e4ris ausalt ei saanud ma kuni 2022. aasta suveni aru, kuidas ikka Tegelik mina teadvusest erineb. Olin ju Moojit ja teisi advaita meistreid (Maharaj, Nisargadatta, Papaji, Swami Atmananda Udasin) l\u00f5putult tudeerinud, ja nemad neid kahte ei eralda \u2013 nemad \u00fctlevad, et teadvus ongi mina. Ja see ajas mind ka segadusse, sest ilma \u00f5igete n\u00e4pun\u00e4ideteta ei oskagi sa sellel vahet teha.<\/p>\n<p>Kuna segadust oli, uurisin selle kohta Practical Consciousness Suvekoolis ka paarilt instruktorilt, aga p\u00e4ris aru ei saanud. Otse Ingvarilt k\u00fcsida ei julgenud, sest mul on raske m\u00f5nikord tema m\u00f5istujutust aru saada \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p>Seet\u00f5ttu kirjutasin oma suurest kavalusest selle k\u00fcsimuse paberile \u2013 kuidas eristada Mina Teadvusest. Ja Ingvar v\u00f5ttis \u00f5nneks aega ja r\u00e4\u00e4kis selle p\u00f5hjalikult lahti. Sel korral hakkas tekkima arusaamine, aga mitte t\u00e4ielik.<\/p>\n<p>Otse julgesin Ingvarilt seda k\u00fcsida Babaji III astme intervjuul, kus ta v\u00e4ga head juhendused andis, mist\u00f5ttu sain juba paremini pihta. Ja l\u00f5plikult tabasin selle \u00e4ra paar p\u00e4eva hiljem samal p\u00fchendusel \u00fchel \u00f5htusel meditatsioonil, kui Ingvari juhendusel teadvuse l\u00f5dvestuseni j\u00f5udsin, mille j\u00e4rel j\u00e4i alles Mina oma loomulikus Olemises. Ait\u00e4h selle eest, Ingvar!<\/p>\n<p>M\u00f5nikord on lausa uskumatu, kuidas sa v\u00f5id 15 aastat millegagi tegelda ja midagi uurida\/otsida, aga ikkagi veel siis midagi nii uut avastada, et see p\u00f6\u00f6rab su maailmapildi pahupidi. \u00dctlen t\u00e4iesti ausalt, et olles p\u00fc\u00fcdnud Mina ja Teadvuse piiri iseseisvalt k\u00e4tte saada, olin m\u00f5ttes korduvalt endale ka \u00f6elnud, et \u00e4kki Ingvar ja Babaji said ise asjadest veidi valesti aru \ud83d\ude42 Kuna aga olin endale varem lubanud, et sel korral ma p\u00fc\u00fcan p\u00e4riselt aru saada, ja ei j\u00e4ta enne j\u00e4rele, panin oma mentaalse m\u00f6la k\u00f5rvale, ning uurisin edasi.<\/p>\n<p>Just nii nagu tegin 2009 \u2013 2010 aastal budismiga, kui Nilambe meditatsioonikeskuse \u00d5petajale pinda k\u00e4isin, et kuidas need 5 agregaati ikka t\u00e4pselt toimivad \u2013 kumb on eespool, kas \u201ecognition\u201c v\u00f5i \u201erecognition\u201c. \u00d5petaja vaatas mulle jahmunud pilguga otsa, ja k\u00fcsis, mis seal vahet on, kumba pidi see tehniliselt on? Ma jahmusin omakorda, sest p\u00fc\u00fcdsin ju aru saada, mida Buda \u00f6elda \u00fcritas. Kuna ta oli juba \u00e4ra surnud, polnud ju kellegi teise k\u00e4est k\u00fcsida.<\/p>\n<p>Just see on p\u00f5hjus, miks mulle t\u00e4na Kriya jooga ja Practical Consciousness meeldivad \u2013 need on nii tehnilised. Kahjuks samas tean isiklikult v\u00e4hemalt 10 inimest, kelle jaoks need just selsamal p\u00f5hjusel ebahuvitavad on \u2013 nende jaoks on need liiga tehnilised. Kuidas aga leida sisep\u00f5lemismootorist \u00fcles kolvir\u00f5ngast, kui sa ei l\u00e4hene sellele tehniliselt? Samamoodi v\u00f5ib ju k\u00fcsida meie inimmootori kohta \u2013 kuidas leida \u00fcles Tegelik Mina v\u00f5i eristada emotsiooni m\u00f5ttest, kui sa ei l\u00e4hene sellele tehniliselt?<\/p>\n<p>Just t\u00e4nu Practical Consciousness tehnilisele t\u00e4psusele olen selle ka enda jaoks t\u00f6\u00f6le saanud ja oma elu viimase 1,5 aastaga 180 kraadi positiivses suunas muutnud. Ma ei hakka k\u00f5iki imesid siin \u00fcles loetlema, aga nagu l\u00f5puks julgesin 2011 aastal \u00fchele s\u00f5brale budistlikku raamatut kinkides \u00f6elda, et \u201eK\u00f5ik, mida siin kirjutatakse, on t\u00f5si, sest ma leidsin enda peal sellele kinnitust\u201c, julgen t\u00e4na \u00f6elda, et need positiivsed muutused, millest Practical Consciousness praktikud r\u00e4\u00e4givad, on reaalselt v\u00f5imalikud. Ka mina olin skeptik, aga minust sai praktik.<\/p>\n<p>Ja kui sa korra maitse suhu saad, siis enam tagasiteed ei ole \u2013 sa oled nagu sattunud m\u00e4ngufilmi, mille peategelasena avastad, et tegelikult v\u00f5id sa veidi re\u017eiss\u00f6\u00f6ri ja stsenaristiga diskuteerida, kuidas see filmi l\u00f5pp ikka olla v\u00f5iks. Ja kui h\u00e4sti diskuteerid, loodki teistsuguse l\u00f5pu. Filmi vaatajad ei pruugi muidugi selle peale r\u00f5\u00f5mustada, aga sa lihtsalt pole n\u00f5us nende r\u00f5\u00f5mu nimel enam kannatama.<\/p>\n<p>Aga nii nagu mul endal, ei l\u00e4he alati Practical Consciousness integreerimine oma ellu nii libedalt. Kursustele ja raamatuni j\u00f5uavad paljud, aga tehnikaid t\u00f6\u00f6le paljud ei saa. 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